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| liz (profile) wrote, on 6-8-2004 at 5:21pm | |
| God its so hard. cuz I want to call him but I can't because I want him to call me first. cuz im like that. this is really eating me alive. I know that I don't have anything to worry about so then why am I worrying so much. Im like willing him to call. And Im trying so hard not to be impulsive but I can't help it, its just the way I am. Guys youve got to help me. I just dont know anymore. I can't spend my days like this. I feel like shit. I was on top of the world and now Im like eh. blah. Please please please this has got to stop. Im sure that its a big deal right now but eventually it will be stupid and insignificant. But i wont call his house cuz Im pretty sure that his parents hate me. OH god im gonna start crying. I need someone. anyone only ill just bring you down. I need some drugs thats what I need.. only he would be so mad if he found out that i was doing drugs. DAMN IT LIZZY. Okay I think im ranted enough. no not really but i have to stop doing this to myself. cuz its really killing me. Okay im going to stop being a chicken and call him then hope to god that his parents dont answer. man oh man. I hope that boy knows how much I love him. |
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jennapie | 06-08-04 10:07pm Lizzz, You better call him...things can only get better if you talk, or else make you feel better. |