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Angel_Bob (profile) wrote,
on 6-16-2004 at 1:48am
Current mood: calm
Subject: Call me morbid, call me pale
I've seen this happen in other people's
Lives
And now it's happening in mine

Katie and Tracey leave in two hours. Okay, it's less than two now because this entry took longer than I thought it would.

Today, I went over to spend the day with Katie. I woke up at 10 to 1 though so I guess it wasn't really the entire day. We hung out for a while at her house and helped her finish packing. She lent me her Pikachu for company on the plane since I'm afraid of flying and her little brother gave me chocolate.

We were heading downtown with Tom when I asked her if she minded if we took a detour to Ben's to see him and Nick for a bit.

We hung around there forever. Kyle showed up sometime. Katie had to go home at (5? 6?) I don't remember. I walked her home and tried not to cry. I succeeded.

I then hung around watching Kyle and Ben playing Halo and Nick play Halo on the computer. We're such geeks.

Kyle eventually went home and I was just hanging out with Ben and Nick. It was fun. At some point, they decided they wanted to see a movie and roped tons of people into it before convincing me to call my mom and beg for money.

We (Ben, Nick, Brigitte, Brett, Jackie, Nick's sister, Nick's sister's guy and I) saw Stepford Wives at 10:summat. An odd movie, it was. I'm not quite sure what I think about it yet, I did like it though. Quite the dumb ending. People need to learn to stop while they're ahead.

We all stood around talking for a while before heading off our separate ways.

Brigitte gave me one of those paper lamp things that I've wanted forever. I love her to death and now I love her more. If that's possible.

I broke a promise of mine today and have been slowly breaking it over the past few forevers. I promised myself that I would never date the same guy twice. Seeing Ben and Jackie, Lil Ben and Kristy and Katie and Tom all get together (not all of them as a whole but as their own individual couples) after/during trying once (or more than once) at a relationship, sort of crushed my thoughts/hopes and dreams of ever trying a relationship more than once. Ever the optimist, (and one who never really stopped liking one of her ex-boyfriends) I decided I wouldn't let other people's experiences build a frame for the world I live in.

In short, Nick and I are together again.

So the yelling about how I didn't blah de blah and how I'm a such and such, just like last time, can begin now.

I love you all very much.
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Shinigami

06-16-04 10:59am

You learn from your past mistakes, and sometimes others past mistakes, but at least you know what not to do again. "Beginnings come at random, but ending always have a meaning." --Hamasaki Ayumi

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Shinigami

Re:, 06-16-04 11:03am

I'm sorry, I messed up that quote. It's: "Beginnings come at random, but endings always have a reason."

My bad.

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Angel_Bob

Re: Re:, 06-16-04 1:05pm

It's lovely.

Thanks.

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sportsgirl

06-16-04 11:55am

good luck! i hope everythign works out the way you want it to. Much love!
jess

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Aerii

06-16-04 1:58pm

I love you.

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threshershark

06-16-04 6:08pm

Okay, but none of us are going to let you two break up again. EVER.

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Iron-Cipher

Re:, 06-17-04 12:09am

Oh boy that seems a little ominous Kyle

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mudpiegrl

06-16-04 8:01pm

good luck

::hug::

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