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| jennapie (profile) wrote, on 6-21-2004 at 11:52pm | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Britney Spears~Everytime Subject: Stupid Guys |
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| I just found out the worst things. If I would have known that this is what you did, I never would have believed you. Why do you have to be like that? I never did anything to you except fall for you, but I guess that is all it takes to get your heart broken. I knew after Roman that guys wern't trustworthy, but then I had Josh, and I thought maybe, but then he screwed me over to, and now that I liked you and let you know that, I figure out more stuff than I wanted to know and it made me pull back and stop before it got to serious, but it was too late and I realized that I liked you more than I thought I did and I couldn't help but get my heart broke now, which is exactly what I didn't want to happen. But it's too late, it crumbled. I don't think I can put it back together again, it's going to be a long senior year. Yeah maybe you never said that you liked her, but you made out with her, so then when you say you almost kissed me, (and wh didn't you?) it obviously means nothing, I shouldn't of ever believed that you were serious. I knew in my heart that you weren't. I never thought I would cry over this....I didn't even cry over Josh...but I knew that that was just making out and nothing more, that is prolly why I didn't really care. But I actually caught myself likeing you, I can't believe it. After eveything that I have heard and I still let it happen. Why the heck to I set myself up for these things, I knew it wasn't really possible. How can you think what you are doing is ok? You can't mess with people's feelings and heart's like you do. Someday you are going to wake up and realize that nothing good ever came of it, only more drama, and you will have nothing to show for it except a long train of girls broken hearts. I didn't want to be one of them. If I would have realized sooner that you liked playing this game I would have never played along. Now, you can be the player, just like you wanted. I guess I'm the loser. But then I think about it, and I'm not really sure what I lost, it all happened to quickly... but I guess now that the game is over there will be nothing left to win, and I don't have to care.....................I wish that was true. Does it always hurt when you breathe? P.S. A little last bit of advice even though you don't need to hear it, DON'T RUN INTO ANY DOORS, THEY DON"T MOVE FOR YOU! |
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sugarmouse0587 | 06-22-04 1:35pm oh jenna oh jenna
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