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| liz (profile) wrote, on 6-26-2004 at 8:39pm | |
| Current mood: jealous |
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| wow im finding it hard to not cry at this moment. today sucked. it was pjs open house. not because I had to meet a bunch of people and like hang out with people i didnt know but because I am so insanely jealous of michelle. its killing me. last night she stayed the night at pjs and tonight he is staying the night at her house and I just feel like wow what are you worrying about but I am and Im just scared cuz i love him so much. and like little things are bothering me the list of them being, whenever i walked into a room it seemed like he left, i sat on the couch and he sat on the other end, at the table there was a seat next to me and one next to michelle he chose the one next to her. we didnt kiss all day long although i was there for about 7 hours. above all else it bothers me that he dosent know I feel this way and i can't get the nerve to tell him. i know im being some sort of insane insecure but can you guys kinda see where im coming from. i just hate it that I can be so insecure and god its just so incredibly frustrating. i really just want to cry so much. ill talk to him tomorrow and ill see whats up but really there is no way that i could tell him how im feeling without being the bad guy. and I dont dislike michelle in the least. I think shes pretty funny and nice and I definately get along with her but she make me really insecure and jealous and Im not usually like that at all. | |
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| Anonymous | 06-26-04 10:38pm HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA |
liz | Re:, 06-27-04 10:44am well you got me there. good thing you have the balls to say who you are. |
rayray | Hey.., 06-26-04 11:02pm I kind of put Mindy in the situation of being jealous, because of justin and i staying at each others house..
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liz | Re: Hey.., 06-27-04 10:55am i know and i was totally thinking of that situation and how i thought mindy was being ridiculous cuz i know that if i were to stay the night at justins pj would have nothing to worry about but at the same time before pj and i were a couple he always said how much he loved michelle more than any girl in the world and that kills me |
rayray | Re: Re: Hey.., 06-27-04 12:41pm Im sorry.. I don't know what else to say.. I havent really been in a situation like that.. i've just been the girl that the girlfriend was jealous of :( |
moomoo | 06-26-04 11:45pm Its a natural feeling. Try not to let it bother you. Because usually its nothing. I know its hard, but theres nothing to worry about. |
liz | Re:, 06-27-04 10:55am oh god its killing me though |
jennapie | 06-26-04 11:50pm I think that it is really weird that he would stay the night wth her, you would think that because he has a girlfriend, he would know the rules and not do that because it is bound to cause trouble. Just like when you start going out you don't flirt with other guys anymore, because you are so completly in love with your boyfriend, he shouldn't be spending the night at other girl's house, it is bound to make you uncertain. I would defiently tell him, you shouldn't have to worry. Let me know how it all goes... |
liz | Re:, 06-27-04 10:56am thanks i appreciate it jenna. hey what did you get in algebra for your exam grade. i got an F |
| Anonymous | 08-03-04 2:43pm i just talked to him and he told me to tell you that he is a dumbass and that he cant believe that he would be stupid enough to do something like that and that he is also REALLY REALLY sorry that he is, in fact, a JACKASS |
liz | Re:, 08-04-04 12:05pm yeah um who is this, i was just wondering. |