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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 6-30-2004 at 1:17pm | |
| i stare into your empty eyes reflecting only me i watch as they glide across my skin and onto my glistening chest peach skin melting into every one of your desires every one of my emotions boil over into this lust in the air consuming all of me breath it in and hold me touch me, kiss me kill me sweetly with your stare those eyes that peirce my skin looking beyond my clothing sinking far beyond the boundries of cotton of lace of sheets shoot me with your venom consume me with a kiss and carress my smooth creamy skin with one touch your kiss it drives me crazy and we melt between the sheets reliving every reoccuring night mirroring every emotion spilt onto paper caught in a moment in time in a picture in a memory of only me reflecting in your eyes i really question if i should like a guy ever again.. its really a lost cause why dont we just skip past all the lies and get right to my heart breaking dammit. eveyrtime someonem is happy its just ripped away from them its not fair.. i mean i hate to be hurt but i hate seeing ppl i care about hurt more... becuase i want so much to help them and i want so much just to make everything go away but theres nothing i can do or say that would ever make it right. i just wish that guys could see things from our point of view.. see what its like to get used, to get hurt, to get your heart broken.. it feels like shit and maybe if it happened tothem theyd understand... erg i just pray that someday these little boys grow up.. and finally understand how to treat a girl, how to love, and how to handle a relationship.. i wonder if they ever will and if we will always be submissive to them and their wants.. and if we will ever stand up for ourselves.. i dont get it.. just quit hurting my friends... just grow up... grrr AbandonedApril35: i ahd the weirdesy dream x we4k inside: about wat AbandonedApril35: i had this dream that we were downtown except our downtown was much bigger and had a big waterfall and a bridge n stuff and we were walking around it and my dad bought us a handle of vodka so we were gonna drink it but didnt yet so we were walking around and then we decided we needed someplace to stay so we walked into hollys house and slept on her kitchen table lol and she woke up and saw us there and was like um what are you doing.. and then we left and ppl were looking for us becuz we had vodka and the cops were after us or something so we hid it somewhere and then i got separated from you guys and you were all ahead and in some big dome or like town hall thing and i somehow got the vodka back and climbed out hollys window and got to the townhall thing where u guys were and then i dont remember what happened |
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| Anonymous | :(, 06-30-04 4:12pm i totally agree with you :(
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godessalthena | 07-01-04 8:45pm You live in Santa cruise! I don't! NoNONo backspace backspace backspace! Santa cruz maybe put an i in there haha is where um hehe haha uuuhhh is where reflections sort of drool on my mind hahahahaha noooo i hate you why are you so mean to me I'm going to punch you with my fingers take that you fat leg hahaha mmmm pole ploe |