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| n01under5tand5 (profile) wrote, on 7-14-2004 at 1:56am | |
| HEy everyone who decide to read this! It's been two weeks for me and chet. I miss him so much. Ne wayz yesterday i saw the movie the notebook. It was a good movie it really moved me ....lol to tears no joke. I am really freaking bored... oh yeh i dunno if i mentioned it but i went to the beach with nikki barbara kristin harold bryan and scott good shit and some crazy stuff happened ... I'm really trying to quit smoking this time around and drinking ... I'm rolling friday and saturday.... and jamie and i are no long talking which i don't (really) give a fuck subtract the really.....i'm completely and totally over her..... laura and i are no longer talking cuz she a liar and a whore and she fucks with peoples heads she selfish and bitchie she treat people like shit aspecially jamie ....which for the record the relationship btw us is over but i will always care about her... me and kristi aren't friends nemore and surprisingly i don't care cause if shes gunna stop being my friend over stupid shit then she isn't a very good friend ne way... cause she knows i would never do that shit to her but w/e it was good to see her one last time.....god fucking damnit i'm just such a bitch to everyone aren't i i give them chance after chance and then they burn me i try so hard to be freaking nice but i always get b/s from people saying i have an attitude which isn't true i only have an attitude with people i don't like and i usually don't like people at first that something they have to learn... i'm a person with feelings i dunno if you people realize i'm not stone you keep throwing punches my way and theres gunna come a day where i won't make a come back i will just give up ... like i did on jamie like i did on laura like i did on kristi you think i lost you guys i didn't i just discarded the waste in my life the people i was wasting my time with i still love kristi and jamie i always will as friends but hey ... they lost me forever as a friend they just fucked it ... you wanna think i did but i did nothing wrong i told the truth i was there i made mistakes but i admitted it and said sorry ....you ask for good friend but you would rather be around drama and shit you would rather have enemies.... those people never cared about me it was all a bullshit game .....so fuck em all.... ne wayz chet i miss ya i heart ya hope too see you soon stay safe... muah .... i love ya all no matter what i say or do.... i'm sorry if i fucked ne one over.... cause ya know i'm just a lil fuck up aren't i??? |
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| Anonymous | 07-15-04 4:49am Well its 440 am and u've been idle for a while so i guess i mised ya again... im out
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| Anonymous | 07-16-04 1:58am Incase you havent fucking notcied, you've lost alot of friends..Wonder why? Mhm, it is you! Not us! You idiot!!..
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Anonymous | Re:, 07-18-04 1:59pm Hey youngin, shut the hell up. June is the kind of person that deals with other peoples shit, until she cant take it anymore. So it is all ya'lls fault, cuz ya'll are nothing but immature YOUNG KIDS! So shut the hell up and keep to yourself. And dont be all like, you dont know me, blah blah blah to me, because I AM FUCKING OLDER THAN YOU. and If i do see you, I may just beat the fucking living daylights out of you. GOT IT PUNK? Good.
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| Anonymous | I'm coming home..., 07-20-04 10:49pm Hey baby. Sorry about earlier today: we were going through a tunnel through the mountains and I lost reception up until we got to Hardee's like an hour later. I tried calling you back a couple times but that wasn't a success. :( Anywho, I'm in SC now and I'll be home tomorrow night so you better be home! >:] I hope I can see you tomorrow, if not... I dunno. Well my IMs are piling up so I'm gonna getback to my chatter. I'll talk to you later.
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n01under5tand5 | Re: I'm coming home..., 07-21-04 5:33pm hey sweetie i cant wait until your home ... im wonder ing if the 20 at the end of your comment means that you are coming home that date or that the date u wrote it... ne wayz i miss u lots can't wait to see you i hope im home too... its ok it doesn't matter ne wayz . i mean i wanted to talk but yeah .... not much else to say i missed out last night on the rolls my friends got and i can't make ne fome calls.....
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Anonymous | Re: Re: I'm coming home..., 07-21-04 11:45pm Well I'm home now. 20 was referring to a certain amount of days something was going on. *wink* Anywho, yea, so the Chet is back. (That's a little 3rd person referrence for ya! rockin!) I'm probably going to take a shower, play video games, and unwind for the rest of the night... I'll tyr not to steal one of my Dad's Newports. :0
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