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Shoe23 (profile) wrote,
on 7-16-2004 at 12:00am
Music: Cold - Sick of Man
Subject: I can not win.
No matter what direction I turn, no matter how hard I try.. I always fucking fail. Atleast in some people's eyes. I've tried for too long.. only dug myself deeper into fucking nothing.

Maybe I should just go back to how I used to be.. not even knowing anything is fucking going on. Yes? I don't know.

I'm left searching for anything stable enough for me to hold onto... just long enough to gain back any feeling.. any at all.

..i said dont go away..
..turned off the lights and then you..
..said please dont follow me..
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godessalthena

07-22-04 10:20pm

We only fail when we're too afraid to succeed... Don't look for something to hold onto... It'll find you...

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Shoe23

Re:, 07-22-04 11:46pm

I'm not sure I want to succeed. I hate change.. and thats the only way anything can succeed.. adjustment. I know.. im the most contradictive person ever, aren't I? Well.. just fuck it all. That is what I say.

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godessalthena

Re: Re:, 07-23-04 12:58am

I hate change too, which is why I'm having problems... I think I'm perfect right now, I shouldn't have to change for anyone... But at the same time I feel the need to be something else than what I am...

But succeeding seems to make people happy... And happiness is the scariest thing in the world...

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