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1010101 (profile) wrote,
on 7-19-2004 at 9:26pm
Current mood: weary
Well, technically, I just went to my first day of work at Meijers. It was really just training/filling out various forms, and reading more guidelines than I will ever need to worry about (interestingly enough they made the sentence "Do not bring firearms or weapons to work" into an entire two page memo. Overall it was a pretty much a worthless session, but since they paid me to do virtually nothing for four hours, I won't really complain.

My lord it's cold in my basement. I mean, I'm the type that easily endures 40 degree weather, and yet right now I'm bloody shivering.

I've been having weird dreams lately. I'm not sure as to what they're about , but I keep remembering odd bits and pieces every now and then. I remember there was a girl, a few of my friends (I haven't clue as to who they were, I just know some were involved), I remember a cliff, and I remember a weird falling sensation, but that's all. Maybe it just means I'm going insane...

...or maybe, unbeknownst to me, I am inadvertently glimpsing images of the future, and I must decipher them before the entire world suffers a horrible fate, which only I may prevent...

...nah, actually it's probably just the aliens again. ever since I agreed to let them probe me they just haven't left me alone...

...I do remember one dream though. It felt just like one of the Silent Hill games, except I somehow managed to come up with a completely original plot to it. I don't remember a great deal about it, but I do remember going into this pipe on a cliff overlooking a large wooded valley. I'm not sure why exactly I felt I had to do so, but I recall coming out of the pipe to find that, first the pipe was much smaller and I barely managed to squeeze through it, secondly the dozens of powerlines that had previously run alongside the cliff and into the nearby town were gone, a strange shrine surrounded by dead mutilated corpses was suddenly present to opposite site of the pipe, the valley of trees was halfway cleared out and in the central clearing a building, which had not been there before, was on fire and overrun by demonic creatures. I ran towards the path that led back to the town, but it was blocked by a strange pedestal with a demonic face carved into it. I pushed it over and kept moving, though not until after I noticed that a mysterious housing devolopment that was built into a nearby cliff wall (the homes where literally built on a slope greater than 50 degrees) was completely gone. When I got onto the path it was suddenly night all around me, and there were these white tarps hanging behind me, stopping me from going back there were also tarps hanging to my right , blocking what would have otherwise been a clear view of the town. To my left there was nothing but impeneterably thick woods and rocks. I decided to keep running, though I saw these bodies trying to push their way through the tarps. I stopped briefly to look at one section, and I saw a bunch of demonic faces leering at me, and then I was woken up.

The weird thing about the dream though, wasn't the events that occured in it, but how vivid they all were. Usually my dreams are full of blind spots, stupid senseless twists that don't fit the rest of the dream, and the visuals are always so fuzzy, but in this dream, I remember everything I saw as though I had seen it in real life. Again, I'm probably going insane...

So other than the potential insanity, and boring as hell training, there really isn't a great deal happening in my life right now.

I hope everyone else is doing well, and if not, I hope you feel better tomorrow...

...Farewell my friends, y van con Dios...

[edit] 11:00 A.M.
I remembered what that one dream was about. I was touring this modern battlefield in America. For some reason though, it was just like Vietnam, same uniforms, weapons, music, everything (I'm guessing this is a side-effect from playing so much Battlefield Vietnam, though I haven't played it an over a week). I remember somehow getting drafted into the army while I was there, and I remember having to hold on to a guy's opium joint (like a marijuana joint, but everyone kept calling it opium), and for some reason I decided to smoke it. I've never smoked in my life, but I swear I could taste it, even feel the smoke entering my throat, and I think I coughed in reality. It was that vivid. I don't remember much else though, I think I shot at someone at some point, but I really don't recall.
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Angel_Bob

07-20-04 12:10am

Ah first day on the job...

I think your dreams a threat to national security and something!

Wow. Maybe you're eating something funny. Or you need to not play Silent Hill so much.

Or maybe it is the alien's fault.

Love ya.

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1010101

Re:, 07-20-04 11:25am

Maybe they are a threat to national security. Afterall, I did dream about a future war (though it was quite a bit like Vietnam).

Truth be told, I haven't played Silent Hill in at least a week.

And Jackie, I wasn't doing shrooms. It was opium (read the edit), duh! I'd much rather ride the black dragon then chew some crappy shrooms...

...jeez... ;)

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Shinigami

07-20-04 1:50am

Dude, lay off the mushrooms.

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Angel_Bob

07-21-04 2:10am

SAY NO TO RUGS!

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