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| kunta (profile) wrote, on 7-28-2004 at 1:02am | |
| Current mood: angry Music: Finger 11 - Good Times Subject: Woman of my Dreams |
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| It really upsets me that people I thought I once knew really well, have faded to memories and lost notes in yearbooks. How hard is it really to pick up a phone to talk to someone just to let you know they still exist. It’s even worse when you think about that person on a daily basis and worry about them more then anything in the world. When the only person you would sacrifice your life for has ceased from talking to you, what do you do? Stop caring? Can you stop caring? Is it truly possible, because I have defiantly tried, and it’s not possible? Even when my friends tell me to get over it, and that it will get better, in the end, it never does. I’m sick of hearing the same excuse over and over again; you think you could tell me the truth for once? I thought we were best friends, I wasn’t aware that best friends hide things and cover up shit? You told me once that your really cared for me, did you really, or did you just say that to make me smile. I have said it before and I will say it again; part of me has died ever since you’ve been gone and I will never be the same. Even though you meant more to me then I meant to you its ok. There will always be a place for you in my shattered fragments of heart that I have left. All I really want to do is talk to you but you have ignored the life out of me and I really can’t take it anymore. I have enough stress right now with class and my 3 finals coming up. Just 1 word would be nice, 1 spoken word, is it that hard? Honestly? I am done trying to contact you, I really do give it, I don’t have the time nor do I need the added stress. I have had nothing but love for you, and always will be in love with you no matter what but I’m sorry, but it is finally time to say goodbye. | |
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whispers-to-a-scream | 07-31-04 7:03pm Aww. I know you don't know me, and I don't know you, but that first line alone brought tears to my eyes...
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kunta | Re:, 08-01-04 2:04am you are more then welcome to read my journal at your own will :) enjoy
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whispers-to-a-scream | Re: Re:, 08-01-04 5:53pm Thank you. <33 |