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| xvivaxlabamxfanx (profile) wrote, on 8-11-2004 at 10:35am | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: burning bridges by mest .. 88 by apartment 26 Subject: just lost a big part of me.. |
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| ok.. well, yesterday.. Jay had gotten off coz he "didnt feel good". then he gets back on and i ask if he was feeling better and he put his away message up that said something like this: "dont im me coz i wont talk to your unless your important or a friend" or something like that so i ask "am i important? or a friend?" and he didnt answer so i was like "guess not" and then he got off. Later on he gets back on and ims me saying "thanks for being a friend" and im like "ok...." he goes: "Goodbye" and im like: "bye?" he goes: "Journal explains it all" and gets off.his journal is saying how hes going to "end it all tonight" which was last night.. now my one friend says hes doing it for attention.. but hes sure got me worried... i hope he reads the comments in his journal before he thinks about anything that serious.. i have nothing more to say.. and jay, if you read this.. i love you. | |
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XuNsPoKeNxFeArSzX | HeYyY, 08-11-04 7:15pm heyy girl.. omg.. its been forever.. have fun at camp?? i hope so.. any way.. just wondering if you wanted to do sum thing on the 13.. which of course is friday.. jeez.. lol.. any way.. my mom and poppop want to go see the village and they want me to go.. but... um.. yeah.. i really dnt want go with them.. plus my little cuz is going.. so yeah.. just wondering if you wanna come with us.. either friday or saturday.. i would call but im not home.. and i keep forgeting.. o0o yeah.. also.. but the whole jay thing.. dnt worry.. hell come around.. i think.. i kno you did and so did brie.. so just keep hopeing.. but any way.. im here if you ever wanna talk.. and PLEASE say that you wanna do sum thing.. cuz im going insane.. i havnt seen any one from school.. well since.. the last day i was in school.. lol.. well talk to you soon.. i hope!!!!!!! <3 ya steff..
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