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lisa3019 (profile) wrote,
on 8-11-2004 at 2:40pm
Current mood: hurt feelings major
Subject: *sigh*

My computer is broke. It seriously is this time, I don't know what's wrong, nor do I know how to fix it.
I have Windows XP and the other day I defragmented my computer and ran scan disk, all that good stuff, just liek you're occasionally supposed to do, just to keep it cleaned up.
Well, I restarted my computer, and the sign on screen appeared, as usual.
Since I am the only user on my computer, all I have to do is clikc on my name and type my password.. you have to go through this process with WindowsXP, it's not like the old versions where you can just clikc cancel.
Anyways, I typed my password and pressed Enter... "Logging on..." and my desktop wallpaper shows *with nothing loaded* for a split second, and then... "Logging off... Saving your settings..." and it goes right back to the Welcome screen.
I restarted it,
*shut it down and turned it on,
*put it in Safe Mode,
*put it in Debugging mode,
*unplugged my digital camera from it,
*made sure there were no disks in it,
*unplugged it and started it over,

...I feel I have no other choice but to run the refresh disk thing. I am sooo sad. I have so much stuff on my computer that I don't want to lose. All my songs, my saved websites, my personal settings that took me so long to get just right...

Hurt feelings.

Well, anyways, speaking of hurt feelings.
I've been thinking... and I've been thinking of what my catch phrase is. Something that I say all the time.
Jenevieve's is.. "okay you go with that." or "okay we can go with that, and we'll just.. not.. go at all..."
and things liek that. Everyone has their little catch phrases.
Well, after much debate, I think I am most well-known for my, "hurt. feelings." and my sad face, that face i make that goes along with hurt feelings. i also say, whe someone is doing something totally weird, "you okay?" after a moment of staring at them.
I invented that mad face. You know, that AOL made face. I made it at Lindsey Zubritsky once in 8th grade and she peed her pants. Well, not really, but she could've she was laughing so hard. I've done it here and there for laughs, but I'm not really all about it, you know?

Anyways, if anyone has any suggestions on what to do with my computer, let me know.
If anyone can think of anything else I say all the time, it would be fun to let me know. Haha.

Here's for the update:
The day before yesterday, when my computer broke, S.Luddy came over. We looked through my memories, my cody box, and my pictures. We learned about 150 facts about guns and bullets and all that kinda stuff after we read that game Alicia's dad invented. Hunting, Camping, Fishing Trivia. We just sat in Shawn's room for 2-3 hours and learned all the Weaponry ones. Well, minus anything about bows and arrows.

We stayed up aaaall night. We watched 13 Going on 30 and I cried and I love that movie, although Sarah didn't seem that into it. I love it though, it was like, the best movie ever.

I fella sleep bout 9 in the morning. Sarah went home at 1:30 and my mom dropped me off at Brent's. Brent was at football, so me and Mary met Racquel so Mary could give her a cigarette, and then we took showers and got ready and Danny picked us up. We went to Wal-Mart and met some kid named.. well.. I forget what his name was. Rodney.. I think that was it.

We went to Lowes, and then we went to Gabes. We drove around, and then we went back to Gabes.

We saw Nicole and Greene, and Nicole told us Justin is going on hosue arrest and she stopped smoking and all that stuff, and she gave us a big lecture about not getting in the car with drunk drivers, and not doing drugs, and doing good in school, and all that stuff. (Meanwhile, Greene's in the background, "if you ever need any heroine just call me up, I'll hook you up".. hahaha)

I didn't talk to Cody all day and then I thought I saw Albig, and I turned around and saw Cody in the back seat... so.. I called him and asked him where he was and stuff, and he said he was driving in the car, with his mom to the mall. Hmm.. I asked him if he was sure, he said he was, so then we hung up. I sent him a text message that said, "are you sure? because im 100% sure i just saw you, and you were not with your mom"... and then i sent him a bunch mroe text messages until we got back to Mary's house.

We went back to Mary's house and we ate, I called Cody and asked him who he was with... he said his mom and then when i told him i saw him, and he wasnt with his mom, and i thought it was albig's car.. i asked him who he was with and he said "who do you think?".. then i asked him why he would lie and he said he didn't know. So.. I told him it wouldn't make very much sense for him to lie about something like that, why does it matter if he is with albig or not? I asked him who else he was with and he asked "why does it matter?".. I told him it matters because he lied, when there was no reason to.. so something's up, wouldnt you think???... he told me, he can "hang out with whoever he wants, i'm not his mother" and then he hung up on me.

I called Amanda and asked her why Cody would lie. She said she didn't know, and that he was home now, and she just picked him up to do something, and they got gas, and since there was nothing to do, she just took him home. Uh... okay. If that was true.

I called cody back and told him that "it's not a big deal that he was iwth amanda", because i trust him now, and it was a big deal that he lied. lying is not a way to get trust.. and now i dont have any. and he said okay, and that his phone was gonna die, so he had to go. fuck him, hes so fucking gay anymore.

well anyways, we ate and then we watched t.v. and Joey came over and then Frank came home, and then Frank's sister came over to hook back up mary's computer because she fixed it. It took hours and they couldn't get it. And then I went home.

I called Cody and told him that I got him earrings today, that I regret doing, but they might be too small, so I asked him if he wanted to come over today.. he has community service all day. He was sleeping, and I had to keep yelling at him for him to wake up so i could tell him that. and then i told him "since you never call me anymore i guess i'll talk to you.. i dunno" and he was sleeping so i said CODY.. no answer.. CODY! and he said what.. so i said it again.. and e said okay bye. and i hung up... he probably didnt listen to one thing i said considering he was sleeping, but i was still mad, and i still had hurt feelings.

i hate him, this is why i'm never in relationships.. but before i figured out that i hate relationships, i was already stuck in one with him. and now im stuck. i wish i had a guy that was just a friend, that i could just talk to, and that was nice, and wasnt a dick. but no, all guys are fucking assholes. except heath, he told me i was the hottest girl in the world. haha how nice... *blush*...
oh and nick maise, he saved my life one time.

Does anyone know what the safest way to cross a creek is?....
Well i'll tell you.. go straight across.
Now, after a three day storm, that's not so safe, but... it's still the safest.
Me and Sarah learned that on the Hunting, Camping, Fishing trivia game. A little too late, I almost died, but oh well.

Besides that, and a whole bunch of stuff about guns, we learned that Smokey the Bear is a female. We learned that the American War Vets are the real heroes of the U.S.A., and a whole bunch more.

I told Mary we knew a bunch of stuff about guns and she started asking me all these questions that I didn;'t know, because they weren't on the game, and then she said real loud, in the middle of Wal_mart right as we got to Customer Service (the place for cars), "see? you don't know shit about killing people!".. real seriously, and then all these people looked at us and I staretd cracking up.

Anyways, the entrys as long as Sarah's dick, so I'm peacin' out... one.
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xxinterrupted

08-12-04 12:04am

that stinks about your computer. i have XP to.

why do guys have to lie?..

*hug*

<3

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sarah ludwick, 08-12-04 2:45pm

HAHAHAHAHAH U ROCK

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lisa3019

Re: sarah ludwick, 08-12-04 2:46pm

thank you, sarah. you are a rock as well.

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