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lisa3019 (profile) wrote,
on 8-11-2004 at 9:54pm
Current mood: extremely sad
Subject: *double sigh*

Well.. today I did nothing. I watched t.v. all day. I took a shower and then a bath, which kinda helped. Last night I slept naked, which was what helped me then, hahaha. I guess it's the little things, huh? Hey, it makes you feel better, i swear!

Anyways. I called Amanda today to ask her about yesterday and she didn't answer her phone, I left her a voice mail and told her I had to ask her about yesterday, and to call me back, but.. of course she didn't.

Today Cody had community service all day. I sent him a text message at about 4 telling him to call me when he was done. About two hours later I sent him another one telling him it was really important and I'd appreciate it, and I told him I just need to talk to him about something. At about 8 I sent him one saying that considering he never calls, he probably won't, but that i'd really appreciate it, because it is important.
He won't call.
I just have to tell him that I'm done with all of this. I am going to tell him that, he knows I don't tolerate lying at all. We've been through so much, and I've given him chance after chance, but I can only put up with so much. I'm a pretty easy person to get along with, it just doesn't work. I guess I give up.

My birthday is in nine days, but I don't even care. I might have my party here, I might not even have one.

I don't really feel like writing anymore, I wrote enough this morning to hold you back for a week, probably, and it just might have to. I don't know when I'll update again, may be tomorrow, may not be til next week. I don't really care, and I don't really feel so good.

If you would like to get ahold of me, my number is 724-989-2525, and yeah, i'm putting my number out on the internet for anyone to read it... haha i'm not too worried about it. I check my e-mail almost everyday, you can send me one of those at xxlisaxmariexx@yahoo.com , but i don't think i'm going to be spending too much time on AOL.
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xxinterrupted

08-11-04 11:24pm

*big hugs*

i don't really even know what to say, because i hate when people are like "i know how you feel" because when someone says that to me i just think "no you don't, shut up."

i hope everything works out with you two. i'm always here if you need to talk.. i'm a good listener.

lots of love <3

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lisa3019

Re:, 08-12-04 2:48pm

thanks jena.. it means a lot

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Anonymous

this is Chelsey, 08-12-04 4:42pm

and I love Lisa Meehan

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lisa3019

This is Lisa Meehan, 08-12-04 5:51pm

and I love Chelsey

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