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| Rina (profile) wrote, on 8-13-2004 at 11:43am | |
| Current mood: curious Music: rasmus Subject: i awake to find no peace of mind |
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| its hard for me to explain what happened over the summer. my perspectives shifted. i think differently on topics than i did before, but i guess that's natural. i will show pictures when i can. because pictures replacing words is becoming evermore common in our society. but ive had two nightmares. one is long and strange. its too long to type. if you really want to know (which i doubt you do) then just tell me and i will. but my other nightmare is different. i didn't feel scared during it. and although you may call me morbid, or twisted, or delusional, in a sense it was almost beautiful. i still dont know why i categorize it as a nightmare, but i guess its the only word that can describe it. a guy that is 18 years old wearing faded denim jeans is dragging a girl by the hair across a cement floor. her hair is blond and she is clawing at this boy's arm, but he doesn't notice. and the girl looks like she is screaming her lungs out. crying and screaming for her life. but all i hear is opera music. and i can remember it so vividly. she didn't open her eyes. i only saw the boy's legs. but i knew he was 18. don't ask how, its a dream. her top was a beige-ish color, and it was smudged with dirt along the shoulder. the guy was wearing dark brown shoes, they kind of looked like boots. but i just heard this beautiful opera music. i cant even describe it. |
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lisalion816 | 08-13-04 12:29pm hey carina...as your sister you know i love you and stuff...but i still think your umm strange...expecially when it comes to dreams. remember in sweden the one you had about vampires and weird things chasing after us?...creepy your mind is.. |
dreamiecloud | 08-14-04 8:08pm i love your icon/layout.
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Rina | Re:, 08-15-04 7:08pm thanks.
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dreamiecloud | Re: Re:, 08-15-04 8:23pm try looking up music, opera might be under it, and look up any color you rememeber they usually mean something too |