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glitterkisses (profile) wrote,
on 8-24-2004 at 7:07pm
Current mood: blank
Music: Ryan Cabrera-On The Way Down
Subject: On The way down I saw you and you saved me from myself. I won't forget the way you loved me.
So my parents want me to drive a maroon Toyota Camry, that's a stick. I said hell no. For many reasons. Ahh Never. I'm buying my own car. I will never drive that piece of junk. Espically a stick. Count me out.

The sun is shining every day, the clouds never get in the way for me and you. I've known you for just a week or two. But baby I'm so into you I can hardly breath. I'm in so totally wrapped up emotionally. Attracted so phsycically active, so reckrouselly. I need you so desparetly, sure as the sky is blue. Baby I love you.

Never knew that I could feel like this, can hardly wait till our next kiss, you're so cool.
If I'm dreamin please don't wake me up cos baby I can't get enough of what you do. And I'm in so electrically charged up, kenetically active iradically, I need you fanatically. You get me so magically, so sure as the sky is blue. Baby I love you.

I can't believe that this is real the way I feel, baby I've gone head over heals.

I wish you wouldn't have kissed me last night because I'm just going to have to ignore it like I've been doing.

I can't help be feel worthless when of all people I can't help you. You're my best friend and I can't even help you.

I need a ride to the football game Friday.

Going tanning woo!

~jess



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Anonymous

08-24-04 7:49pm

You know jess I think you need to learn to tell people what you think because walking away every frick time you have a problem isn't going to solve them. You know I think that are friendship is soly based on drama and I am sick of it. I know there are things that you need to say and you know just be a big girl and say them. I don't care if it is good or bad I want to hear what you have to say. There is one thing I do know and that is that you have NO BUSSINESS WHAT SO ever to tell me I DON'T UNDERSTAND because maybe if you would be a friend and listen once in a while you would know alot more about me. But obviously I am to busy to talk because I am being a friend and listening to you talk about things that bother you or that are important to you. I am not just saying this because I am mad I am saying this stuff because this is what I have been feeling lately. Well I am going to go wait to see if you call because I am not afraid to say the stuff I am feeling to your face. The truth hurts. ~Shannon~

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Glitterkisses

Re:, 08-24-04 8:31pm

Shannon where in the world is this all coming from?

I said you don't understand how she feels. because you don't! You're not her!! I don't understand myself! It's not my place to even be talkinga bout it and you just wouldn't back off it and then you blew up.

I do listen to you. I listen to everything you tell me so I really don't know where this is coming from. I didn't run away shannon, I went tanning and stopped by my Grandparents house. So have a little understanding.

Drama? Shannon we never even fight. WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? I DO LISTEN! You're one of my best friends and this is the las tthing I need right now.

So I hope you aren't saying things you'll have a reason to apologize for or take back later.

I would never do that to you Shannon, ever. So just don't speak to me right now if you're going to say more stuff I don't need to hear because it's so far fetched and so far from the truth it's unreal and it angers me to no end.



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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 08-24-04 9:14pm

I know I don't understand why people would "think" about that stuff because I have NEVER once thought that stuff. I never pushed the subject ever I just simply said that I think I know what it was about and then I said how I felt about it. You know she is one of my friends to and I am worried about her. I blew Up when you told me that "You dont understand how WE feel." Yes thats right you never said you don't know how she feels you said you don't understand how "WE" feel.

You know Sometimes I dont think you listen to a word I say. It always go back to you. When ever I say something that is good in my life it is always gets pushed aside because you are "depressed" about something and really if you are so depressed all the time why don't you do something about it. I have a hard time all the time because it is almost like you except that kind of stuff like oh it's life, but really it isn't. You do run away from stuff not just things that happen between us but other things too. AN YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING me about the "So have a little understanding" comment. I can belive you would say that to me of all people that talks to you when you are down, brought you a slurpee when you were having a bad day and I went 10 mins. out of my way because I Understood what you were feeling and decided to go cheer you up. Then when you took that time away from home and I was helping you because I understood the whole situation. When I came over when you were watching pagie because obviously you needed someone there. That is horrible that you even say that I am not Understanding.

Drama....I was talking about you and drama in general. You make to much drama for your self. I would like you to tell me one thing that I said on the phone when we talked because I heard me tell you about my heart thing and then you started talking.........Then "oh I am sorry shea just keep talking" So what is new with you?".......Then I got not but one sentance out and you started talking again. so don't give me the you listen B.S.!

YOu know what I made a promise with my self that I am not going to sit back and let people walk all over me. Because I think sometimes you do that to me becasue you think that I am to "SWEET" to say something about it.

You know what this isn't far fetched this is the truth and you are just to far out to catch the drift. YOU ANGER me too. I kinda wonder if non of the things I said are true then why aren't you calling me and saying the stuff you said to me in woohu because I tryed to tell you over the phone before I put anything in woohu. So if all the things I said are "SO FAR FETCHED" then why aren't you calling? I wonder......-Shannon-

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