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| glitterkisses (profile) wrote, on 8-26-2004 at 3:57am | |
| Current mood: anxious Music: Ryan Cabrera-On my way down Subject: |
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| I had such a good night. Everyone and everything just made me really happy. Erika and Shannon were my savors. Jess god, lol makes me laugh no matter what. Till I pee my pants ;) Nothing ever gets old with us. *makes puppet and slurpee sound* ahahah! :) I LOVE THE PUPPETS! :) wooo go us. I know we are the biggest losers lol but OH WELL because you all love us anyway. *smiles And Dan just always cheers me up because he is so dumb lol. and he's Mr. Boom Boom lol.I love that kid, and he's gotta be the closest guy friend I've ever had. lol ah good stuff. I just realized that I'm okay with everything after tonight. Or getting there. I like everyone, I forgive everyone, I'm okay with everything now, I'm ok with me. Which is going to make things a lot easier since I can't forget about everything, cos it just doens't matter anymore. I don't want to waste anymore time just being dumb. I'm really happy now because I let everything go with *almost* everyone and everything, that I've ever held on too and I love that for the first time in weeks I feel totally free from all the crap I've been stressing over. Im just going to relax more not think about it, because most of the time it's nothing, but by thinking about it so much it becomes so much more. I'm just happy with everything, and everything's going to be good this year. I'm going to have a good year, and everything is going to be great, and I'm really excited NOT for school to start because I'm really going to miss summer the corn picking all day, and my ass and tah tah's *smiles for jess* being burnt constantly from tanning, and changing far too many dirty diapers. Lol Jess KNOWS how bad it was ! lol A lot of good things happened this summer. I met Dan , well not met him, but we got so close and I wouldn't change that for the world. Me and Kate had a lot of fun all summer. Birthday Bash was the best though. Or the the drive there anyway :) Shea and I had good times too, espically Eden. Me and Jess always have good times. Me and Erika are closer, me and Jenna are a lot closer :) Mike and I lol are a lot closer and me and a certain someone are like very very good friends now, which I never thought would happen. I'm going to miss him a lot though. Jimmy and I are talking. A lot of good things happened this summer, and this summer was a hell of a lot better than the last. I'm so in love with Ryan Cobrera. He's got the prettiest voice. I would bang him in like two seconds. I don't care, I'd be a whore. He's gorgeous. Pretty pretty man. Everything is ok, with the potential of being even better. I can only hope that everything will get worked out fully, but it's almost there, and I'm just happy that I don't have to continue any stupid games and being mad constatly. Although I am dreading a certain class this year, and how shitty someone is going to try to make it. I have to work today 7:30 till 4:30. That's a long friecken day. I don't know anyone I work with either. So that really bites. Can anyone tell me why I'm up at 4:10 in the morning? I can tell you! because I'm extremley happy! "Sick and tiered of this world. There's no more air. Tripping over myself. Going no where. Waiting. Suficating. No direction. So I took a dive and on my way down, I saw you and you saved me from myself. And I won't forget the way you loved me. And on the way down I almost fell right through but I held on to you. I've been wondering why it's only me. Have you always been inside waiting to breathe? It's alright, here comes the sunlight. I wake up and now I'm alive. Because of you. I was so afraid of going under, but now the weight of the world feels like nothing. Nothing at all. You're all I wanted, you're all I needed. And I won't forget the way you loved me." I love that song. I listen to it constantly. All is forgiven, soon to be forgotten. You still owe me a very big apology and it better not start with a message popping up on my msn. That is not an apology although it might help, but not an apolgy. I need some sleep before work. Goodnight all. Thank you for making everything good. muah* ~jess |
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jennapie | 08-26-04 12:48pm Jess, for real, what the heck? lol |
glitterkisses | Re:, 08-26-04 4:43pm what??
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