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just_peachie (profile) wrote,
on 9-2-2004 at 11:55pm
Current mood: hestitant, confused, scared
Wow, it's really been a long time since I wrote in this. I've been really busy all summer. Not with a job like normal people, just trying to enjoy my summer; soak up the whole thing. Andrew started college yesterday. So far he seems to like it ok. I hope that he really does good, and thinks about going to college for 4 years though.

I had a really weird feeling tonight at the football game. I was sitting there, looking at all the people around me, thinking about the past and how it used to be. We've all grown and changed so much. I almost wish we could relive those days of crayons and construction paper, lunchboxes and recess. We were all so innocent, so fresh to the world and carefree. But I know that the reason we experienced all those wonderful moments and memories was to be living the very moment we are now. We are seniors, in our last and final year of the journey we started so long ago. It's almost unrealistic. Most of us are hesitant and scared to go on because we value greatly the securities and comforts of our natural environment. Going to school has been habit, almost ritualistic. Moving on to college or other post secondary schools will be new, awkward, and out of the ordinary. We have to be adults; be responsible and live on our own.

This is finally the beginning of the end.
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jennapie

09-03-04 10:24am

That almost made me cry Amy! I don't want it to be over!!

*cries



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just_peachie

Re:, 09-04-04 9:26am

I know! It was awful writing that, but I felt it had to be done. This sucks sooo bad. :(

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danibean

09-04-04 4:24pm

wow...i've been thinking about all that kind of stuff for the past week. i cried too. haha...but yeah, i agree...we have all changed, but i think this year will really bond our class together. hopefully we can get together soon! i miss you!

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