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| sugarmouse0587 (profile) wrote, on 9-6-2004 at 10:10pm | |
| I spent a lot of today in the place where a year ago I spent time with my boyfriend. I just want to stop thinking about it. it's not as harsh as before, but i still miss the smell. at least i'm beyond any sort of crying. I forgave a lot of things that I probably shouldn't have. Being late all the time, not calling, drinking, never letting me meet his friends, calling people spiks, for making me rethink my morals, for cheating on me. . .on and on. But I won't forgive him for stealing my summer, for taking all of my good memories and tainting it with lies, for making a fool out of me. that bastard. he came back and ruined everything again. i was going to be okay. he lied lied lied and manipulated me. he's always been good at that. now when i drive past fulton i want to go to his house and crawl into his bed because i know he's in europe. and then i'm so creeped out by thinkng that, that i want to take a nap. and i don't want him to forget me. and i want to stop transfering my emotions to other people. god. at least i still have two things that he didn't destroy: my virginity and my pride. |
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.j.e.s.s. | 09-06-04 11:10pm i like you a ton you are so great and so wondeful and wow you are cool i can't even use puncuation because you are too cool for it |
sugarmouse0587 | Re:, 09-07-04 6:54am oh yay. i love you.
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ShadowCow | 09-07-04 1:38am bummer |
sugarmouse0587 | Re:, 09-07-04 6:54am hmm. |
stinko | 09-10-04 9:26am yeah, i definately stole those |
sugarmouse0587 | Re:, 09-10-04 10:38pm geeze.
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Rob | 09-11-04 11:31am I am sorry, I really am. |