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| lisa3019 (profile) wrote, on 9-7-2004 at 4:57pm | |
| Current mood: still completely miserable Music: Spill Canvas - All Hail the Heartbreaker Subject: |
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| I am just adding a few other things... As most of you know, I can't stop crying. I cry all day in school, and there's nothing I can do about it. I can hold it back for a total of 10 minutes.. about that's about it... i can't hold it in anymore. if you happen to see me cry.. don't say anything.. just.. pretend like i'm not crying. pretend like everything's normal. no, i don't want to talk about it. no, i can't just forget about it. if i don't have him, it doesn't matter what else i have, and i don't care what you have to say. i'm sorry for sounding rude, i don't mean for you to take it personally, but this is how i feel... if you want to help me, just go on talking about something ordinary, and pretend that i don't look like an idiot, with my bright red nose, and smeared make up. ..well, that's for future reference.. just in case i DO cry all day again.. like today, and friday... when i'm not crying, i'm extremely angry, and liable to snap at any given moment. what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams? maybe then you'll know how i feel... yeah, fuck school, fuck life, fuck this. |
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| Anonymous | This is Chelsey, 09-12-04 6:56pm I saw you on friday and I got excited cus I was telling Denn how much I missed you!!! but then you went bye bye and I got upset...:-( but I still love you |
| lisa3019 | Re: This is Chelsey, 09-13-04 9:49am haha hey chelsey.. yeah, i was coming home from work.. and i drove past and saw you gys and yelled.. |