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| squishylover (profile) wrote, on 9-21-2004 at 3:35pm | |
| Current mood: Enh Music: Mamma Mia! Subject: Don't go breakin' my heart..doo doo |
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| Would I sound selfish if I said I wish Ryan didn't have any friends? Well thats how I'm feeling alright. I'm envying Lorelei's relationship with Devin so badly. They are always together...and they are usually always happy. I mean these two have classes and everything. What do I have I see Ryan in the mornings and in the halls on one of the days. Thats all. Maybe I'm too busy and I don't see it. Maybe it's my fault. Am I the one with no time for him and he just goes off to find something to do? I don't know but I'm just sad right now. I guess I'm just too needy of a person. Were doin' ok now I guess but we still don't really see each other, and the talking thing is still minimal. We at least either talk or text each other at night sayin' goodnight like we used to but thats all. My friend really thinks I should dump him for awhile so he can see how important I am to him, she doesn't think it's fair for me to be sad like this. I don't even know what Ryan is thinkin' anymore. I don't think I ever will either. I have to finish this ACT packet. ::le sigh:: -Chasmin- |
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A-Demons-Angel | 09-22-04 4:44pm I'm lucky if I get to see my boyfriend once every other week.
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squishylover | Re:, 09-23-04 10:01pm I'm really sorry to hear that...it looks like I couldn't hang in there..but not becasue of the not seeing each other thing...well that has something to do with it but yah. I hope you see your guy more. Thanks for caring I really mean that.
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