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| Twitchy (profile) wrote, on 9-27-2004 at 12:23am | |
| Current mood: mental breakdownish |
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| I have weird mental breakdowns, triggered by the stupidest things I bottle things up, it's what I do, I store away things and hope they don't come back, of course this always kickes me in the ass every once and a while something trigges a regression, such as today, my fear of change reached its peak, I'd bottled up everything for the past half year, and it's just ... been very dynamic, everything's been so new, and I've just taken it all, without shock, and even through all this I waited it out I get home today, and I find a new kitten there (cute thigns like babies, puppies and kittens scare me) and it's new ... I never knew about it, and the old cat's missing, and baolu's hanging around the house I just stood there and then I blinked, and something popped, so I just walked to my room, sat down on the couch, cruled up and looked at the wall for a while, just sitting there thinking a worse one happened a half year ago when I flashed back to all the crap people say about me, behind my back and all the bad shit in my life, that one was really ... very bad |
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independenttruckergrl | 09-27-04 7:16pm I talked today!
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| independenttruckergrl | Re:, 09-28-04 7:30pm Today was fun.
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godessalthena | 09-28-04 9:27pm I'm sorry if I brought that on... I feel really bad...
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whispers-to-a-scream | Hello, and thanks for the luck and the comment. :), 09-29-04 5:17pm Hmm. -nods head-
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Twitchy | Re: Hello, and thanks for the luck and the comment. :), 09-29-04 8:39pm it's been a long year, and to make a long story short of how I ended up posting, I'm a friend of Pat's and you popped up on his journal a few times, so I figured, why not and decided to post a comment
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| independenttruckergrl | Re: Re: Hello, and thanks for the luck and the comment. :), 09-29-04 8:41pm Megan is my friend too!
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whispers-to-a-scream | Re: Re: Re: Hello, and thanks for the luck and the comment. :), 09-30-04 5:28pm Yay! Now I'm just one big shared friend! Yay!
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whispers-to-a-scream | Re: Re: Hello, and thanks for the luck and the comment. :), 09-30-04 5:30pm Ahh. So, you know Pat. And Kalie. Splendid. Well, if you're anything like them, it'll be a pleasure to read your journal. :)
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