10-18-04 12:12pm

I know that I am not the worlds greatest person, I am not without my faults, I have lived with quilt for to long now to stay sane, I need to go some were I need to escape my life, I can't leave my friends behind though, so certain options are out of the option. a couple years ago i did somethign that has hurt one close to me and I am srry I havnt been able to, truly tell you how srry I really am I never ever ment to hurt you, and for that I am sorry. I know that you have said that u forgive me, but i dont forgive myself for what I have done, theres not a day that goes by were the quilt tears me apart, making the pit of my stomuch turn inside out. I am the worlds most horrible person and for that I am truly trly srry. I am scum.


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Re:, 10-18-04 10:46pm

It's okay. It wasn't about you, I was just being moody and icky.

There's no need to apologize. You need to reconcile with yourself first.

You're not scum. I did it too. And I know you never meant to hurt me, it's okay.

I love you.

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Re: Re:, 10-18-04 10:50pm

hugs thank you. by way im glad ur in such love nick sounds like a keeper

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10-18-04 11:00pm

I can only hope and dream and pray.

You should come up soon. We all miss you.

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Re:, 10-18-04 11:02pm

school is super busy right now i got midterms this week and next week and come this weekend i got my bday but i do miss you all hugs and hi to all / ps ann arbor anime shop roxs

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