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xxinterrupted (profile) wrote,
on 10-20-2004 at 7:40am
Current mood: blah
Music: our lady peace - clumsy
Subject: "you will be safe with meeee.."
i love that song.

anyways, yesterday i went to this thing in upper st. clair. it's called People to People Student Ambassadors.. a group of kids get to go to another county for 20 days over the summer.. my mom and george think this is a great oppertunity for me, and that i should apply for a position to go. i don't know if i want to leave gabrielle.. 20 days is a long time. :( i guess you had to be nominated by a teacher/adult to get a letter from this program.. i wonder who nominated me? it's bugging me..

gabrielle kept me up til 2:00 last night, i think she's sick, or getting sick- but i hope not.. she woke up at 6:00, i fed her a bottle and she went right back to sleep. but i stayed up.. i'm not quite sure why. i'm going to be very tired later.. i'll probably take a nap or something, i don't know.

i guess my mom is staying home the whole day today.. she might actually make.. dinner!!!
..whoa, what's.. DINNER???
we usually eat a bowl of ceral or some toast.

ya know, breastfeeding is a lot harder than it sounds. i tried to breastfeed, but.. i don't know, i guess it's wierd to have to go to a different room just to feed gabrielle. i don't like that.. it's not the fact that it hurts a little bit, it's just that i don't like feeling that i'm making everyone feel wierd when i do it in the room. i don't know, it's hard to explain.. i don't really know what even made me think of it.

*sighs* i'm so weird sometimes.
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Anonymous

mornin', 10-20-04 8:56am

whao dinnner!. well ne ways i dont think she is gettin sick..hopefully not!!oh man im so tired today, when i left your house last night it didnt feel like 11.i couldnt get up this morning so i told my mom i had a headache and that she had to take me. hah she was pissed..o well..
g2g..talk to you if you get online
tell gabs i said hi!<3kel

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independenttruckergrl

10-20-04 9:24am

I went on one of those People to People things.

They don't tell you who nominated you. Which is a pitty. Because I still don't know and I went on the trip 3 summers ago.

But its really fun. You should go. I'm sure your mom could watch Gabrielle for 20 days...

Love you!

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xxinterrupted

Re:, 10-21-04 10:55pm

where did you go to?

i'm just not sure if i want to leave her.. 20 days is a long time.

<3

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 10-21-04 11:48pm

England, Ireland, and Wales.

<3

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xxinterrupted

Re: Re: Re:, 10-24-04 11:02pm

awww.. i've always wanted to go to england.

but i don't think that i'm going to go. i've made up my mind.

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Anonymous

10-20-04 4:21pm

I think it would be pretty cool to go to one of those things, but it wouldn't be cool leaving Gabrielle for 20 days. She'd miss you. My aunt left my cousin Gabby for about 15 days and she was wierd and got sick and everything. My gram took her to the doctors and they didn't know what was wrong with her. They figured it was just because she missed her mom. Babies are like that, they need you at this young age, you comfort them! lmao. okay, i'm done sounding like Barney or Mister Rogers- whichever. haha. My mom never makes dinner anymore really, it gets old fixing yourself something to eat after a while. Pretty soon you're making the same thing everyday. blah. Breastfeeding, I will never breastfeed. I'd be too scared! lmao. Sorry, I havent really talked all day, and reading your journal was the highlight of my day! hehe...<3 you- Becky

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xxinterrupted

Re:, 10-21-04 10:59pm

lmao, that's it.. your nickname from now on is Mr. Rogers.

hahaha..

<3

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courtney115

10-21-04 6:07pm

i looove that song! ahh never change it! sorry i saw ur journal on the random search im courtney. yay!

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xxinterrupted

Re:, 10-21-04 10:59pm

hello *waves*

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lisa3019

10-23-04 11:45am

heyy jena!!!!!!! sorry i haven't commented/replied to any comments in a while.. but i've been reading them, and i want to say thanks for them.

also.. i am so happy for you, congratulations.

<3lisa

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xxinterrupted

Re:, 10-24-04 11:03pm

hey you, your welcome. and thank you!

<3<3

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