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| lynds4090 (profile) wrote, on 10-30-2004 at 11:27am | |
| Current mood: upset Subject: GUYS ARE FUCKING GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| i just wrote the longest entry ever!! and ofcourse.. it got deleted!! ahh i'm so mad.. whole idea was justin broke up w/ mebecause of wrestling and worki think? idk i'm really confussed. i was crying before he called because iw ant to be 12 agian. i miss being that age..and having someone to look up to and wish you could be apart of them and that one day you will be as cool. i have no one to look up to. i just started my period and god knows whats happening to nick.. ahh!! yeah so he's stupid i hate justin this is the second fucking time this has happend. lets see here isaac said the same exact thing. there must be some inner meaning... its me. they give me compliments but really they are just lying out of their ass. so if any guy reads this... what does this mean.... *It isn't fair to you. you are amazing. you always make me laugh. its not fair to you. * what does that mean!?!?! ok talked to peter last night for like 2 hours... absolutly love that kid. he is so nice. it was so nice to talk to a guy who isn't from cedar. someone who doesn't know whats going on and won't judge me. i love it. this is what i wrote down when i was bawling about everything lsat night.. ooh i don't think i was crying because of one thing in particular.. i think it was just because everyhting sucked! - why are you such a pansy.. talk to me in person. - Thur. night you were all nice and all over me.. what the hell happens within 24 hours? - What are you trying to say? you either like me or you don't. - This is the 2nd time this has happend. you obviously don't like. - You reassured me THREE!!!!!!!! times that youwanted a relationshipt on tue. you even said you thought about it.. well i guess you dind't think hard enough. - When did you start thinking this way? - God YOU'RE retarted! i'm on my period, god knows whats going to happen to nick, i want to be 12 agian!!!! i was crying BEFORE you called!!! - Is it really me you don't like? If it is I understand.. no one else does either. - Word of Advice - sit down and figure out what the hell you want and what the hell you are gong to do. - ME - Wrestling -Work - school -I want to move on if you dont like. JUST TELL ME!! I've become pretty good at forgeting guys. -I'm way confused - I dont understand anything! - Am i retarted? - Thank god for Peter... he's so nice.. Wait he's a guy... soon he'll be retared also. -I thought i saw somthing in you. I've felt this way for along long time. But this actrually took less time to figure out your flway... YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL YOU WANT!! -I know wrestling takes up a lot of time... i unerstand that my brother wrestled too! If we truly like each other then we will work through it. I'm no like most girls. We DON'T have to be together 24/7. i want to have my own life too. - stop giving complimetns you don't mean. - You're not sorry... you are a typical guy - don't say things you dont mean well thats my venting session for now. sorry you had to read that. i even left things out. "worrying is like a rocking chair.. it never gets you anywhere" linds |
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brokenmentality | 10-31-04 12:55pm aww linds i love you.
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.j.e.s.s. | 10-31-04 8:01pm i'm sorry lynds, that sucks. i hope things get better. |
| lynds4090 | Re:, 10-31-04 8:49pm thanks guys... boys suck and we deff. need to throw rocks at them. oh well it was stupid of me to think that someone from cedar actrually cared. oh well at least i have my girls!!!
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