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| xvivaxlabamxfanx (profile) wrote, on 11-22-2004 at 5:37pm | |
| Current mood: apathetic Music: My Chemical Romance Subject: ..i keep a book of the names.. |
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| ..im giving up.. everyone i care about seems to slip away.. if its them not talking to me anymore, or blowing me off when i try to tell them how much they mean to me.. or not telling me what wrong when i know somethings bothering them.. if something is wrong.. i want to help! i dont want to be the one to sit back and watch something eat away at them.. i want that thing to go away and stop bothering the ones i love.. but all these ones i love.. they just push me away.. what i just told my one friend.. is that your life is how you look at it.. if you want it to be bad and shitty, then your only letting your eyes see the bad things, and the people/things that bring you down and you focus on them rather than the good things that are happening to you.. what you want to do is pick out the good.. maybe someone that hasnt talked to you for a long time said hi to you today.. maybe you ran into someone in the hall and they didnt flip out and say "what the fuck!?" but instead they said sorry even though it was clearly your fault.. maybe your mom gave you $20 to go shopping.. maybe you met a new friend who later on down the line will really need you to help them.. whatever it is.. look at the positive.. and dont tell me theres no positive coz theres always something.. but for now.. im giving up.. so i AM gonna sit back and watch these things eat away at these so-called loved ones.. if they want me to be there for them so bad, they'll tell me. im sick of saying how much i care.. im done.. goodbye |
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godessalthena | 11-23-04 11:35pm hm. i think it's that way with everyone. it'll be okay. |
xvivaxlabamxfanx | Re:, 11-24-04 12:21pm thanks =) |