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| kalika9037 (profile) wrote, on 12-11-2004 at 12:17pm | |
| The last two nights have been crazy and eerily similar at the same time. Besides the test that I failed, Wednesday night was a kickass night. I don't care too much about the test, I'll still end up with a B in the class and I probably would have even if I had gotten an A on that final. Laura picked me up at my dorm later and we stopped by MoMo's so I could talk to the guy with the puppy. Half lab, half golden retriever, two weeks old, and he's giving it away for free. Fucking awesome. Since MoMo's is right next to Kotobuki I popped in there to say hi and to tell Whitney about talking to the guy. She's very excited, she wanted the dog herself but since she can't get it she wants me to and bring it into work every day. Josh was happy to see me and a group of guys tried to get me to stay and do sake bombs with them but I felt bad that Laura was waiting in her car for me so I took off pretty quickly. Lelis was at her apartment when we got there but Richelle was showering at her dorm and Daniela was still working. I baked a cake while Lelis made drinks and the others started arriving. Walter surprised us by showing up and for some reason wasn't as amused by our cake design as the rest of us were (don't ask). Once everyone was properly drunk and scantily dressed we headed out to a new club for once - Arcadia. It was a really great club but too damn expensive - ten dollar cover. When it closed we all headed back to the apartment still smashed and craving cake. The guys hung out outside and we girls - left to our own devices - of course went out of control. I think we're the only people I know our age that still has food fights. The cake was completely mutilated to any point beyond actual eating and their entire apartment was trashed. I think the guys were actually scared to walk in and see us like that. David joined the party just as Lelis and Walter left but it didn't last much longer. Daniela, Laura, and Richelle fell asleep almost immediately but for some reason David and I couldn't sleep so we were up until about 6 just talking and laughing. It's been a long time since I was able to talk to someone - especially a guy - for that long and that well. It was so comfortable being there with him which is weird because we didn't talk for so long after we broke up and even when we started becoming friends this year it was usually just chit chat and constant teasing each other. He says I'm two completely different people and he can't believe how much more he likes this other side of me, when I finally put away the childish little arguments and just talk about things I think about. I do believe that's the first time I've spent a whole night in bed with a guy where absolutely nothing happened but talking (although he did ask at one point if he could kiss me. still, out of about three hours and that being the only awkward moment is pretty damn good). It's weird to think he's become a close friend. Thursday morning we were all up bright and early due to a portuguese class Richelle and Laura had that morning. David and I both needed a ride home so we had to be up and out with them. I got home and just completely crashed until I had to go to work. I probably smelled pretty nasty too from sweating so much in the club the night before, I didn't wake up in time to shower. Work that night was insane, it was only Josh and I serving and I ended up with a 21 person birthday party to handle all by myself on top of three other tables. It wasn't my best serving performance ever but I did end up making $91 that night. Josh invited me over after work to hang out and since we both have exams Saturday to make each other study too. He dropped me off at my dorm while he took John home and got changed so I finally had a chance to shower and grab my books. I was wondering what had happened to him since he hadn't called me in a while and figured he sold me out. I was planning on going to bed but went downstairs to satisfy an M&M craving and ran right into him as he walked through the door. Turns out his phone wasn't working so he was just going to ask the front desk to call me in my room, although I don't know how he would do that since he didn't know my last name or my room number. So due to a freak occurence of fate I grabbed my stuff and we headed over to his place. His house is really nice and his roommates are cool. We watched pulp fiction and I made the effort to study but it just wasn't happening. We decided that because it was so late (about 5) we would just get some sleep and study in the morning. Problem was the same thing happened to me that happened last night - I couldn't fall asleep, and niether could he. This time, however, we didn't finally fall asleep after a few hours of talking, we never did go to sleep. We were up til 10 in the morning talking but mostly just fighting with each other until we decided to get some McDonald's breakfast. He asked me at some point if he could kiss me too. It's so amusing how guys seem to have just thrown away the romance of just kissing someone and now ask permission first. I finally came home after breakfast and fell asleep about 11:30 this morning. Poor Josh had to work tonight, I wonder how he got through it. Had dinner with my Dad and went with him to the house to check out how it was coming along (and I kind of missed it). It's looking good but there's so much more that has to be done it's kind of overwhelming. I am so grateful to my Dad for being here and working so hard on it, I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him. I've been studying tonight - finally. For once in my life I showed some self-discipline when Richelle called and said I couldn't go out tonight. I'll make up for it tomorrow night. Oh yeah, I'm supposed to be having dinner with Josh tomorrow night. I don't think it's a good idea, but at least it'll give me the opportunity to talk to him about last night and why I don't think I can date him. |
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| Anonymous | 12-14-04 3:00pm dont you think its unfair that you dont give good guys a chance because of past experiences,no you cant control it to an extent but its not fair to them. |
| kalika9037 | Re:, 12-14-04 3:10pm would it be fair to date them when i still haven't severed all the emotional ties i had with steve? He and i went through so much together, I invested a lot of feelings and love into that relationship so it's going to take me a while to completely let go of all of it, should i really be dating someone in the meantime? who is this by the way? |