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bacardi (profile) wrote,
on 12-14-2004 at 1:31pm
Current mood: Uncomfortable
Subject: Life

Why does life have to be so strange? One minute your doing one thing then in one instant it changes, the change can be very drastic or very subtle. I know the things that have been changing in my life may not seem like a big deal to someone that has recently lost a family member, but to me they are pretty big deals. Anyway, I don't think that your character is reflected by the different changes that happen to your life, but instead by the way you choose to deal with these changes.

I'm a pretty emotional guy, duh my tattoo means just that "emotion" yet I haven't cried once since me and my girlfriend of 3 years broke up for the second time, I guess its because when we got back together for the final two months she was a different person, a person that I had no desire to be with anymore...The first time we were apart all I could think of was the other girl the one I wanted to be with all the time, now all I can think of is how badly she treated me, and wonder why the hell she even took me back just to do that to me again... Whatever her loss, she will regret it one day and by then it will be too late, hell if she regreted now its already too late... Coming to realize all that was kind of hard but I still didn't cry, and I'm the guy that cries every time anty on Honey I Shrunk the Kids dies, or when the design team on Extreme Makeover: Home Edition watches some of the videos before they meet the family.

Anyway, I know there is someone else out there for me even though it doesn't feel like there is... Then I just flip on Box Car Racer - There Is.... "Someone out there that feels just like me... There is" haha

Yah I'm a goof... just ignore that entry!

Peace.
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whitepony

Extreme Makeover: Home Edition, 12-14-04 8:27pm

Watched it from my computer Sunday night... yep, cried

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ac

01-05-05 4:28pm

I like your tattoo.

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bacardi

Re:, 01-05-05 4:56pm

Im competing with Joe, and losing horribly... His means saddness and mine is emotion... we are a bunch of sissys!

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bacardi

Re:, 01-05-05 4:57pm

Oopss... forgot to say... thanks!

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ac

Re: Re:, 01-05-05 5:34pm

Sadness.. sissies. ;]

No problem. -bows-

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