realization

so i finally sold me car (i think)... yah i think i just have to sign the papers and its his. wow it feels weird because i loved that car. and i can't think of not having it. anyway it looks like its gone. so thursday the 23rd is my bday in feb.... friday the 24th is my bday party... here at my house... keg yes be there.

WeEkLy ReViEw

COUNT DOWN TO THE VERY END!

Yah so I haven't written since last wednesday, seems like I only write on wednesdays because I only write in this when I'm at work. Anyway yesterday was Dec. 13th... One month for me and Brittany. Today we bowl. Joe's birthday is tomorrow the 15th. Kings Ducks game on Friday the 16th. The family christmas party on the 17th. Kyle's birthday is Sunday the 18th.

So I still haven't bought one single christmas gift. I think I will do what I do every year, wait till the last minute (when I get money) and them go shop. My brother and I have talked about getting each other Kings hats, or splitting for the Kings holiday package (2 tickets to 3 games for like 97 bucks). I have no idea for my mom, dad, or brittany!

ahhhh

a year

1) Was 2005 a good year?
some really bad time some really good times

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
lots of them

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
loss of family members

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
at peters house throwing up in his front yard

5) Who were you with?
tom and joe and peter and kyle and jd some lots of other people

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
a party

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
public menace

8) Did you keep your new years resolution for 2005?
I kept four of the seven things I said I would

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
ya kinda

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
ummm... actually yah

11) If yes, with who?
marshmellow

12) If yes, do they know?
yes

14) You regret it?
no

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
not really break up more like i told her that we shouldn't sleep together anymore

16) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
yah a fucking shit load

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
haha this is so sad... but i guess everyone in covina is fucking great, and all the nerds at the bowling alley too

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
dont really have a favorite

19) Did you travel outside of the US in 2005?
nope

20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
none =(

21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
My gramps and my favorite uncle

22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?
ya

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
wow hmm there were so many this year... hitch, the longest yard, batman begins, harry potter, aeon flux, wedding crashers, star wars (didnt see it at theather thou)

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
hmm... i have no idea but i probably listened to comfortable numb like 800 zillion times

25) What was your favorite record from 2005?
any apc album, and maybe atreyu

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
i went to dashboard and before the storm... bts was awesome cuz of joe

28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
wow you have no idea!

29) Did you do a lot of drugs in 2005?
not a lot of drugs, more like a lot of a drug, but only alot for me not compared to other people

30) How many people did you sleep with in 2005?
4

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
ashamed? not really

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
dunno

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
yah but not really... like they knew my intentions they just didnt listen to me

35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
no

36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
lot alot

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
getting back into college actually

38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
drunkinness

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change something what would it be?
nothing really

40) what are your plans for 2006?
sell my fucking car, get through school, work, love, and have a good fucking time!

Whack-a-Mole

Life is alot like traffic.

Sometimes your just crusing, Sometimes your stopped waiting for sometime to pick up, Sometimes your life is deteremined by something you have no control over (stop lights).

The duration of life is also like a driving.

Growing up pretty much until your in your career and dealing with a family. Your just driving the streets or city driving. Once your in that other part of your life its like being on a freeway. (based on my life compared to my parents, I guess)

Yah this is retarded but oh well.

Oh yah Kings game this Thursday, its gonna be SAW-WHEAT!

tyra

So I go to get some coffee here at work. I walk into the lounge and the T.V. is on and it's a talk show with host Tyra Banks. The girl being interviewed was raped. She was at a party at a friends house, and she had passed out, and then was raped by three of her friends. Guys she thought she could trust actually raped her. She only found out about it because her cell phone called her house and left a message on her answering machine. She said she never told anyone for over three and half years. Her reason for keeping it a secret was because she felt 'dirty' and 'ashamed'.

This is sad because she was raped yet she feels dirty for it, like she let them do it. I just hope that any girl I have as a friend or that has any trust in me whatsoever would be able to come to me with this kind of thing because I would honestly try to help them out.

Ya this was pretty much just stupid post but whatever.

g.f

Yah its offical I am no longer on the market. Oh and I picked a sweet ass day to ask her on... Nov. 13th, not only is that my Dad's bday but the 13th of each month is sweet!

HOW QUICKLY I FORGET, THAT THIS, IS MEANINGLESS!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I'M SOOOOOOOOO PUMPED RIGHT NOW.... I HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO ATREYU, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, THURSDAY, AS I LAY DYING, ALEXISONFIRE, AVENGED SEVENFOLD, FUNERAL FOR A FRIEND, RISE AGAINST... AND IM JUST READY TO RUN IN CIRCLES.... YES.... OH YESS......

I AM IN LOVE....

WITH ....

MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OH OKAY AND I AM GETTING DEEPLY INVOLVED WITH SOMEONE TOO... CAN'T SAY LOVE BECAUSE IT SEEMS TO SOON, IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.... OH WELL....


MUSIC WILL CALM ME DOWN.... WELL NOT THIS MUSIC MAYBE SOME PINK FLOYD, BRAND NEW, A PERFECT CIRCLE, DEFTONES, CIRCA SURVIVE, INCUBUS, NERD, OR TAKING BACK SUNDAY...


AHHHHHHHHHHHH..........

JOE WE NEED TO HANG OUT AND LISTEN TO MUSIC LIKE WE USED TOO! AND YOU SHOULD PROBABLY TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR BECAUSE I NEED TO LEARN.....

yippie!

so uh yah i bowl tonight... i hope i dont suck like always... i lost last week so i have to buy the beer this week... im gonna wanna rush through bowling so i can get home and hang out with brittany... wow im like obsessed with this girl... wierd... anyway... penis... penis... penis... vagina... vagina... vagina...

shirt

so i bought a new shirt last wednesday... and im wearing it this wednesday... here it is:


isn't it pretty?!?

websitey

so yah i finally started on the website for Public Menace Clothing... I have the layout, just need to monkey with the colors and the pictures and I will be ready for public display.. also i need to get the shopping cart all up and running.