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moana (profile) wrote,
on 12-21-2004 at 7:49am
Current mood: only
Subject: where i've been your whole life
if you're applying to college after sending the supplements.

if you stormed out of the gym when the senior class acted like animals in the holding room.

if you haven't had a decent meal since the week started.

if you've been waking up at 4am every morning so that you haven't even heard the sound of your alarm in so long, because your insomnia won't let you sleep through the night and you're up and ready by two hours before you techinically should be awake.

if the only way you can be certain whether or not you took your medication today is by giving yourself a papercut, and you've done this so many times it doesn't help anymore and you've lost track and you don't take your meds until it starts to hurt to breathe, just to be sure you don't take it twice.

if you finally got some sleep, just to oversleep, right through the alarm i haven't heard in forever, and missed your first period religion test.

if you skip therapy so that you don't miss a math class.

if all of this is going on, at the same time, without exception.

if and only if

then. only then.

then you know how i feel.
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cowboy67

12-21-04 10:02am

i was listening to one of my tapes in the car on my way home from school today, and "sheila take a bow" by the smiths came on. it reminded me of you & this journal entry. so i substituted "faygo" for "sheila," particularly with these lyrics:

"Sheila take a, Sheila take a bow
Boot the grime of this world in the crotch, dear
And don't go home tonight
Come out and find the one that you love and who loves you
The one that you love and who loves you

Is it wrong not to always be glad?
No, it's not wrong - but I must add
How can someone so young
Sing words so sad?

Throw your homework onto the fire
Come out and find the one that you love
Come out and find the one you love"

so, there you have it. 8 (?) months and counting, you still have someone on the other side of the world thinking about you. i hope everything went well with the theater productions.

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WhitePony

you still have someone on the other side of the world thinking about you, 12-21-04 4:52pm

Make that two people

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metalhead

Re: you still have someone on the other side of the world thinking about you, 12-21-04 9:29pm

Awwwww you boys are so sweet.

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