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holiday (profile) wrote,
on 1-5-2005 at 10:29am
Music: Straylight Run- Another Word For Desperate
Subject: Repetition makes an impression...I WON'T BE AROUND HERE FOR TOO VERY LONG...
This overwhelming feeling is crushing me. All these things are happening at once. I didn't go to school today. It's not good but I need time to finish things. I will probably have to work till 10 or 10:30 tomorrow night. I also have SkillsUSA try-outs tomorrow at 2:30. It's right next to work, so I'm not leaving. No rest. No rest. Keep running. Wow this sucks. This job is hard, too. Well, not so much hard as it is tiring. And skills is making me tired too. I'm just going to burn-out. I know I will soon. It's all just going to collapse. I can't wait to be out of school. But that will be a while. How am I going to do it... Doctor's appointment today. Stupid damned kidneys. Oh I'm screaming inside.
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sputnik

AWWWW, 01-05-05 12:45pm

Good luck with those kidneys... if you need one you can have one of mine. Seriously
Don't stress about it. It will become easier once you know all the people and you will become more relaxed and you won't seem so tired at the end.
You'll like it. I know you will. Eventually.
I think everyone can't wait to be out of school. Especially all the juniors who are our friends that will miss us all so dearly when we leave this year. Bummer.

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holiday

Re: AWWWW, 01-05-05 1:21pm

Thank you! I LOVE YOU!
Tomorrow is going to suck though. I won't get home till 11 probably. And I have to get up at 5. Suck. Yeah, juniors...hahaha too bad for them!
I've met a lot of the people in the kitchen but I forgot a lot of their names, except Luke, Tom, Ken, Victor...well, that's it. haha. I'm the only girl, too!

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blondie17

01-05-05 1:05pm

did you know that i had a kidney infection?,,,,a little while ago? yeah i was in the er for 9 1/2 hours...that was fun. hope yours arnt that bad....

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holiday

Re:, 01-05-05 1:19pm

I remember hearing about that. Damned kidneys. I'm glad you're better though.

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spud

01-05-05 7:05pm

we put you down for an apple fritter in calc on friday.

i call dibs, if you're not coming!

sorry you're down, hope everything gets okay.

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holiday

Re:, 01-06-05 12:30pm

Aw thank you for the donut and the caring. hehe :-)
I totally flunked that quiz.

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charlie

01-06-05 5:29pm

i can't help but think that this is partly my fault

probably because your doctor said it was :-)

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holiday

Re:, 01-07-05 12:35pm

Don't worry about it. It will be better soon. (Horse-pills)

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