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| bacardi (profile) wrote, on 1-5-2005 at 7:57am | |
| Music: Speculum - Adema Subject: Chronicals of Life and Death |
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Well yesterday pretty much after my huge post of self pity and being a baby about girl problems, my mom (who I work with) got a call from my dad and we find out my grandpa is in the hospital and not doing too good. We rushed out there which took about 40 minutes and met up with my dad. We then all went in to see him (one at a time). When my time came I was kinda scared because I don't handle this kind of stuff like some freakish guys do (if you don't ever cry don't take offense), I cry... I cry over lots of stuff, tv shows, movies, anything that can trigger it. So going in there I pretty much knew I was gonna tear up. Plus when you see your own dad with teary eyes it makes you get even more sad. Anyway I went in and spent awhile in there with him and held his hand and we all talked (my grandma was in there the whole time). He didn't look good but he knew what was up, so he was still cracking jokes and trying to be all tough, which made me not want to show emotion in front of him. Anyway when we went home last night he had been moved to a less sevre status, but still wasn't fine. So far as of right now I haven't heard anything new so I'm hoping that he is all good. So yah I had all this going through me right after the pity party I was having, and I realized there are more important people that I could end up losing, people that actually matter to me. Then I get home last night and start talking to my crush (haha, crush) and its her boyfriend's 21 b-day meaning he is a full year younger than her and me (wtf). She was asking if I thought he would like his gift (a nixon watch), I told her of course I would like it, I said all that matters is that you cared enough to buy me a gift and that whatever she got I would like. Plus the watch was pretty cool (even though I would need a neutral colored watch so I could wear it everyday, something like silver instead of black). Anyway, after 2 years of being with this guy she wasn't sure if he would like it, and was actually worrying about it. Jeez, after two years she should know exactly what he likes and shouldn't have to worry because if he cared he would love it no matter what. So yah, thats my story for yesterday, I'm sure I will have more news on both situations soon. Peace. |
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WhitePony | 01-05-05 1:42pm Yeah, when my mom came home after work she was crying and I held her, its hard to watch parents cry. It actually makes it worse. The last I heard he got his blood pressure up and was doing better. Lets hope. |