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| rina (profile) wrote, on 1-14-2005 at 9:47pm | |
| Current mood: sick Music: deja entendu is on repeat Subject: i thought i was safe from your gaze |
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| so today i felt like absolute fuck. i woke up at 2 in the morning and i felt like screaming bloody murder. instead, i snuck into my mom's bathroom and took some aleve and tried to go back to bed. my alarm clock, my R E A L L Y obnoxious alarm clock, failed to wake me up, and my mom came in about three times. and then i said i wasnt going to school and that i would call her when i did finally wake up. she told me to feel better. i miraculously fell asleep. and then i woke up at 10.00 but could not move. it felt like someone was playing twister with my insides, and after an hour, i had to force myself to get up and eat breakfast before i fainted or vomited. i vomited anyways after breakfast, wasnt that great. and then i just layed in different parts of my house, because the thought of moving somewhere else made me want to cry, and i only did it when the place i was in became too hot. i turned on the tv, and didnt pay much attention, but at least it was distracting. i took more medication throughout the day and started feeling a little better around 3.30, which is when i remembered that nahs inductions were tonight. and i did NOT want to miss that. so i started getting ready and by 4.20, when my mom came home to take me to the highschool for the inductions, i had accomplished to put on clothes, brush my hair, and put very little make up on. so, now i'm a member of nahs. and im happier than i should be about it. but come on. when i came up to accept my certificate, ms roeder said to ms thimler "she is a very good artist" and ms thimler says "is she?" and ms roeder replies "yes." that made me feel good. the gallery and reception afterwards was great. and i saw some of james' work. that kid is amazing. ahaha, but his hair is ridiculous. he congratulated me though, as i walked into the gallery. i managed to plaster a smile on my face, even though i felt like hurling. i came home and wanted to pass out, but refrained, and instead talked to chrissie online. that girl is freaking incredible. i mean, jesus, she is just awesome. i burst out laughing quite a few times during our conversation. and im already feeling much better. so tomorrow i am going to teach her math, and then we're going to eat ice cream, and win things from friday's. i cant wait. :) |
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dreamiecloud | 01-14-05 10:31pm oooh, i am so sorry you felt so shitty :( |
rina | Re:, 01-14-05 11:08pm thats ok. life is like that sometimes. |
independenttruckergrl | 01-14-05 11:10pm OHMYGOSH!
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rina | Re:, 01-14-05 11:13pm lmao, i am inclined to agree, though the sparrow and the black knight parts leave me hysterical also. |
| independenttruckergrl | Re: Re:, 01-14-05 11:18pm yes yes. love those parts too. |
lisalion816 | 01-15-05 7:00am big sad face.
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wonderelf | 01-18-05 2:23am Hey. Our interests and stuff is like. The same. You seem cool. (; Add? |
rina | Re:, 01-22-05 12:07am added :) |