Add Memory | Add To Friends
brutisimo (profile) wrote,
on 1-18-2005 at 12:42am
SOMETIMES I JUST GET SO MAD. I feel like i am being left behind and everyone is moving on without me. I mean Max and Eric and Anne spent the entire weekend together bonding and hanging out and didnt even think to invite me. They were in kzoo and didnt want me around. It is so sad that i have spent so much time trying to be a good friend when they dont even care. I mean it is like pulling freakin teeth to get anyone to actually spend time with me, so i guess i should just let it go. Let it all go. And then there is Ryan. he and I will always be ok, but i am not sure we will ever be good again. but i have to let that go too. I have to accept that my friends from caddy just arent there anymore, and i have to move on. I have to. I have to. I cant let them do this to me anymore. I cant let them make me feel like i am nothing. I have to let go. For good.
Post A Comment



Fanelia

01-18-05 11:41am

:-( I'm sorry Alicia....

(reply to this)


Brutisimo

Re:, 01-18-05 6:28pm

Its ok, i just have to accept and move on.

(reply to comment)


michellestar

01-18-05 7:29pm

I'm here still!! I like to bond and hang out and get drizzy and make stupid videos and say things that are retarded and laugh at all the stupid shit we do. Come on, we have good times! ^_^

This will pass. I feel like locking myself away from everyone too sometimes. And when I do, it lasts for a bit and then when it's over you come out and everything is cool and you can have fun again. So do what you need to, because I understand, but just remember that it's not an end, only friendship-hiatus.

(reply to this)