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| holiday (profile) wrote, on 1-19-2005 at 12:32pm | |
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| I just need someone to say it's going to be okay. Even if it's not right now. I know some things are okay. Some things are better than okay. You still care, right? You are the best. I am still sick. It's been about 3 weeks now. I have to go back in 2 weeks. No school today. It's great. I'm just reading and lounging. But the awful thing about it is, I can't enjoy it. I'm always counting how many hours I have until I have to leave for work. Most all the girls there are wenches. "Oh my gosh, she told him I kissed another guy! It's all her fault! He'll never talk to me again! But I was wasted! It doesn't matter!" and they all have the "I'm so hot" attitude. And they're all bitches to me. The guys are all extremely nice. Girls suck. I worked with Juan and he makes things a lot easier. I don't feel so stressed out. He helps me and doesn't make me feel stupid. Girls were ringing in stuff that hadn't been on the menu for a year. And I didn't know how to make it. I need to stop thinking about work. And I need to do better in school. It seems like I don't have time because I always get home late and am too tired to do it. I just want to be done. Dad is talking about moving again. We actually found a house. It's in Kent City though. I don't know. It's nice. But I just want to be out. And done with school. And married. I changed my mind. I don't even want to wait until I'm out of college. Anyway, dad is leaving soon I should go see him. And talking about all this work stuff is giving me a headache. How do people deal with all this crap??? |
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oceanchild | 01-21-05 2:30am It will be alright. Even if things suck now...they can change. The future isn't written in stone. And if it is...stone can be broken. |
holiday | Re:, 01-21-05 1:04pm You're right, thank you :-) |
charlie | 01-21-05 11:14pm the hardest part of going clean is that you have to come up with REAL excuses |
holiday | Re:, 01-23-05 2:49pm that's why most people can't. it's really dumb. |