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pointlessforever (profile) wrote,
on 1-23-2005 at 10:50pm
Current mood: very icky
I just don't care.


I don't even think anything I do is worth fighting for.


I'm fucking tired of crying myself to sleep every night.






The cause isn't even worth the result anymore.


The result isn't worth the effort.


Nothing is worth all the effort I shove into it.
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ears

01-24-05 6:48pm

Isn't Love worth the effort?

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pointlessforever

Re:, 01-24-05 7:07pm

Love is worth any and all effort I could and will ever put into it.

Especially Nick's love.

But lately, the stuff I go through to see him isn't worth it in the end. All we do anymore is fight.

My fault really.

But I put everything into seeing him and wanting to be with him and I might get half of it out.

And it's draining.

But this week is my depressed week so yeah.

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ears

Re: Re:, 01-24-05 7:09pm

You and Nick fight!?!?! Wow. That's a suprise. Ummmmm. Yeah.

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pointlessforever

Re: Re: Re:, 01-24-05 7:50pm

Bicker, really.

It's almost hilarious if you see us or overhear us.

I'm so childish.

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