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angel_bob (profile) wrote,
on 1-26-2005 at 4:55pm
Music: Oscillate Wildly by The Smiths
Subject: This is all there is (Call me morbid, call me pale)
So.

I turn 18 on Friday.

It's a big deal to me. I'm going to be officially, legally, an adult.

I just feel like I should...feel like an adult. I think I should feel like I deserve to be 18, or that I am.

But I don't.

I feel like a scared little kid who got separated from her parents at the carnival and can't seem to find them again. It's fun, I'm excited but I'm scared.

I don't know. I'm just being foolish.

I thought I had a little longer before I turned 18.

I love you all.

P.S. Kelly:

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skife

01-26-05 7:27pm

go buy some porn, it'll make you happy.

HA!

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1010101

01-26-05 11:13pm

Yeah I know what you mean, I still don't quite feel like an adult, personally. However, no one ever matures over night, or at the same pace as everyone else. Ha, and, in fact, adulthood really doesn't correlate with maturity at all...

...one is a time...
...and one is a state of mind.

Either way, I'm sure we will both get used to it eventually. Just like how we thought it was so weird that we were seniors this year.

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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

01-27-05 4:10pm

That's awesome. Did you make that?

Oh and Happy Birthday tomorrow!

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Angel_Bob

Re:, 01-27-05 4:35pm

Yes. Yes I did.

Danke.

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