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| pointlessforever (profile) wrote, on 1-29-2005 at 11:18pm | |
| Current mood: meh |
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| I feel weird. And everything looks... Funny. Blurred, out of focus. Like I feel. I just want to be held and cry. But I can't cry. It's not a minefield. And you won't hold me. You've got to go, you're tired, it's late. And you're not here. I'm not blaming you. I just wish I could go away. I just wish I could have a day where it's just you and it's just me and I could just cry without being asked why because even I don't know. I just need to. I just want to be loved. I just want to be held. I just want the simplest thing you can give me. But I can't. Life gets in the way. I can't wait until it doesn't anymore. My brother's friend is sleeping over tonight. There's no way I'm falling asleep until after they do. There's no way I'm going to feel better tonight. The only things I ate today were what you saw me eat (some lasagna, a breadstick or two and animal crackers), an english muffin and a piece of chocolate. |
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734R5-0F-8L00D | 01-30-05 12:49am I love you. I hope you had a great birthday. |