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| thestandardline (profile) wrote, on 1-31-2005 at 6:58pm | |
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| today was an okay day i mean really what can i say? the day was what it was but because i made it through doesnt make it any different then it does. im on a coarse of where i dont know to slow way to slow to make it there though im trying to ride out the storm to get ahead of the norm. step 1. 1.bonnaroo tickets purchased 2.IU acceptance 3.end of high school steps one two and three is really all there is to me. love life friendship are 3 parts of me that i dont know what to make of. what if we were all produced love hormones. no not the stick in the pit but im talkin about a feeling. love life friendship are all important to me oh shit what happened i forgot my family. theres no trust anywhere you can find yourself in despair who knows who is who, one day ill walk on bye my brother or my sister and we wont say hi. its just the way we are i dont know why or when we/I will understand that everyone needs eachother to belong to remind themselves they exist. a hug a kiss, meeting eye to eye. that reassurance that you are still alive and that people can see whats in your eyes. fear, misunderstand, confusion, open your eyes child and look back at mine. you sit alone in the dark open field under a firey sky of blues and blacks, i want you to know, you live on and throughout this time. you are noticed. cared for and appreciated for what you bring into this world. live child, dont look back. For theres nothing more thats left behind so dont rewind, make a necklace out of grass blades, blow on a dandylion, climb a tree, cry in joy. theres too much beauty in this world for us to notice the waste. maybe i should hug a tree |
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trueparadox | 02-01-05 4:40pm you're a cool kid. i havent seen you in a while. call me sometime. |
thestandardline | Re:, 02-01-05 11:20pm i read ur journal everyday. that is every time you update it. it still seems like i never talk to you or see you and maybe thats because it is true. and i hate it. i have no car right now, i want to get one so that i can do things like drive over and drive everywhere else. hopefully ill soon get it back. with love |