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jennapie (profile) wrote,
on 2-9-2005 at 4:10pm
Current mood: calm
Music: Real Big ~ Mannie Fresh
ugh! This is the weirdest thing ever. Oh, I can't believe you and her. Hmmmm....it's not what I would have ever thought. I think you lied a lot, but if that blows your skirt up!
I am going to have the best time at Swirl!!! I can't wait!! and I love my dress and everything else that comes with formal dances!! it's gonna be awesome, and today we took our senior mock elections pictures and we all looked too cute!! the are really cool. Our senior spread is going to be awesome!! And Joel Gorski!! you have been so awesome this past week, you have no idea how many smiles you have put on my face when the last thing on my mind was laughing! Thanks so much!! I think everything is going to be alright, even though I don't have a clue what is going on!! it's ok, I'm sure I'll make it through I always do. But yeah, thanks again for everything! Ugh..seriously, he is so good lookin!! I can't hardly contain myself when I look at him!! which I do alot!!!!!!!! I wanna jump his bones!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahAHAHAH!! no not really!! hehe!

Anyway, econ isn't as bad as everyone said, maybe I'll be an accountant or something. I think I would like it, and the money wouldn't be that bad either!! I don't know what I wanna do, there are too many decisions and choices, and I really don't have enough time to do everything, I guess the first thing would be to get a realy job, but who's hiring now? I don't know, and because of my other job, I have no time to go out and get apps and stuff, ugh! It's very frustrating and puts a lot of stress on.

I'm so glad things are pretty much offically over, I wouldn't have been able to take much more of this, even though you still haven't been man enough to tell me, I used me overly smart brain and decided on my own to forget you, and everything. You haven't done one thing that you said you were going to, so I had nothing to rely on and nobody to really trust, and that's the first thing that you need in any kind of relationship, you let me down too many times. I was always waiting for you, and that is something that I don't want to do. If you ever feel the need to defend yourself or explain, you know how to reach me, but I'm not going out of my way for you anymore. BUT, I still would like the friendship, I can't just sever all ties, I'm not like that, and you should know that, even if you were scared you should still know me well enough to know that I wouldn't have blamed you or gotten mad at you, for anything. Try to understand where I'm coming from and do the right thing. And let me know if you received your present, that would be nice too.

Anyway, I have to work at 5, till I don't know when, so I guess I'll do my homework, something I'm afraid I can't skip.

TTYL

Jenna
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gillette

02-09-05 5:16pm

yay! i love you pookie darlin. you make me smile a ton and i'm always a cranky camper until i see you!!!! oh jenna pie i love you like no other...i would just frizzle without you. ohhhhhhhhhh just the thought makes me firery on the inside . you help me see the rainbow on a cloudy day. you help me see the prettiness in the hunchback.you help me be nice when i am mean. you help me have a better day and that is why i say..........................................................................................HORRAY!

put that thing back where it came from or so help me. ok?

jessie bess


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jennapie

Re:, 02-09-05 10:19pm

I love you Jessie!!! You are the coolest person ever!!!!! oh and I talked to Josh and he said that you guys could do whatever for swirl so come with all of us and then go to my uncles with everybody afterwards!!! it's gonna be awesome!!! I love you like no other!!! muah!!!!

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cowsgomoo!!!

02-09-05 8:59pm

im glad everything is going good for you!!! :) you are an awesome person and i hope everything goes good for you!!!

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jennapie

Re:, 02-09-05 10:21pm

awww...thank you hun!!!! *smiles*

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