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| tails (profile) wrote, on 2-28-2005 at 8:05pm | |
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| So, I've noticed its really easy to say "i love you". the phrase its self is losing all meaning. i mean its become such a general term that no one gives its use a second thought you know? Its also come to my attention that if you throw it out there enough you can almost feel its true, as in i love you, i love you, i love you. that means that im forcing myself to beilive that the statement is true. and when someone says that they love you. you cant tell what they mean. your first impression is a platonic love (friendship) so you toss the thought of it right out the window and carry on with your day. but in a relationship the meaning seems to be a little stronger. if i say to your face as i hold you tightly in the cold snow and wind and say to the back of your head as we shiver together "god i love you so fucking much", then it might have some kind of affect. but usally it gets thrown away. but when people use the term like its a sheild. i dont want to be in this relationship but im desperate for a relationship so ill say "i love you" that will keep my partner here and me happy. i wont have to actually love him or her i will just have to say that everyonce in a while and as long as we dont fight we dont even have to hold hands let alone sit next to eachother. see its all ok as long as you say "i love you". so we keep saying it over and over. half the time we dont mean. and if we did then wouldnt we say something else. but as for all of you reading this i do "love you" as friends i mean i dont think i would be alive if it werent for my life support system of friends. they make me smile. and the ones that ask "whats wrong" or "why are you sad, tell me whats the matter" LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE IM NOT GOD DAMN SAD I JUST DONT WANT TO FUCKING SMILE 24 FUCKING 7 TO SHOW YOU THAT I AM HAPPY ASS HOLES!!!!!. so if im crying you can ask whats wrong. if im not...then im good. thanks anyway i like to do things i shouldnt much love. | |
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jayzulla | 02-28-05 11:25pm yeah, this is like 5 years old. i love you has lost its meaning a long time ago. so many people say that shit within the first two weeks of dating that it doesnt mean anything.
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rayray | Re:, 03-01-05 1:18pm I rarely use the term. I think I said it once or twice with Ryan, look how that turned out. |
allyson | 03-01-05 8:45am I'm getting there. |
tails | Re:, 03-01-05 10:04pm your already there... |
sputnik | 03-04-05 2:52pm The whole entry buddy... I totally here you.
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