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threshershark (profile) wrote,
on 3-13-2005 at 3:35pm
Music: 19-2000 // The Gorillaz
RRrrAAARRggg!!!!!!

I am so bored.

I do not think that the things I want to happen will ever come to be. But that's okay, I've had lots of shattered dreams before and I just moved on to new ones. It feels like I am living inside a 4x4 concrete box with no doors, only windows that I can look out of and see really awesome things, but I am stuck here. I have to do pointless assignments all the time and go to college and someday will get stuck in some office job complaining about how much I hate my coworkers all the time.

But I do not want to do that! I want to be a luchador! I want to write stories! I want to travel on foot to other countries! I want to see the Pacific Ocean, I want to find the girl of my dreams, I want to have a million kids and save orphans from starving! I want to have time to hang out with my friends and have really cool stuff to say all the time! I want everybody to know my name, I want to have my own computer with no firewall blockers, I want to live in the old water treatment plant in Grand Rapids! I want to be in a band and write songs, I want to visit every cathedral in Europe, I want to meet my heroes and eat lunch with them at McDonald's! IF I COULD DO EVEN ONE OF THESE THINGS I WOULD BE HAPPY BUT I KNOW THEY WILL NEVER HAPPEN!!!
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deloric

03-13-05 5:28pm

I bet you'll find the girl of you dreams.
and probably see the Pacific ocean.
and quite possible some of those other things as well.

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1010101

03-13-05 7:45pm

Yeah, I'm going to agree with Tracey there...

...the ocean will be easy to see, and I'm certain you'll find the perfect girl for you (though keep in mind she may not necessarily be what you expected). And, you already write stories. My friend, the only thing you have to do to make these things come true is do everything you can to make them true. It won't be easy, it will take sacrifice, time, and a considerable heap of effort, but it is possible, and regardless, you are waaaaay too young to start giving up on your goals.

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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

03-13-05 8:50pm

Never give up.

If you don't want an office job, do everything in your power to avoid that. If you want to travel on foot to other countries and visit every cathedral in Europe, it looks like you've got an adventure there. The only thing you have to do is resist that 'current' for lack of a better word, that you'll feel pushing you in a direction you don't want to go.

Is it just me or does coworker look suspiciously like cow-worker?

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