....., 03-14-05 4:00pm

What happened loveh?

+_+

Emily, please stop saying those things. Your life, whether you think it or not, is wonderful.

Your parents love you.
Your financialy very safe.
Your siblings are tolerable
You hug your siblings
You have your own room
You have a wonderful boyfriend
Your friends love you dearly
-and more

I know that sometimes people can just hate their lives for no reason, but its not right to think suicidal things when theres not many reasons for it.


+_+

Keith couldn't hate you if he tried. He has liked you for a verrry long time. And I doubt that will ever change.
Your mom will never stop loving you whether you hug her or hit her.
It doesn't matter, she's your mother.....

...barf is not good...crying Is neutral-It can be relieving, or depressing, sometimes a good cry helps internaly.
+_+

I have problems to deal with... My parents love eachother, but It hurts sometimes to know that once their was a different man by my mothers side. I became suicidal when I thought that Melanie was missing, but you were there, so I kept it in, and I waited to know for sure she was gone.
My sister is physicaly and mentally disabled and my brother is the biggest asshole in the world, and doesn't defend me when his friends hurt me, or insult me. My mom and dad can never truthfully connect with me, when I have any 'problems' mentally...whether angry or depressed. And I have many over-bearing pressures put on me by my parents even when I'm doing well. I have been secretly abused by my 'old' dad's brazilian friends when my parents weren't looking. {not rape} ...These things may be small to some, but its something that I can be angry or depressed about. But you guys help me.

So stop, because we're here, and theres no reason to even think those things, its just not right, expessialy when alot of your friends envy you for what you have, and for the fact that everyone loves you, even people you've just met.


~Naomi
<3
^^



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03-14-05 5:07pm

~huggles~
God Emmy, what's wrong?
You're making me cry..
I don't want you to feel like that.
<3

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Re:, 03-14-05 6:13pm

o.o

"Keith couldn't hate you if he tried"

True that =P

Why do you think I hate you?

I effin love you to death


~keith <3 <3

P.S. I less than three you

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Re: Re:, 03-14-05 6:14pm

She told you about less than three?!
xD
Everybody effin loves her to death, yo
It's like... an unwritten rule or something..
<3

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Re: Re:, 03-14-05 6:36pm

''True That=P''

GANSTA STYLE!

*cough*

*~smacks self*~
mushy loveh doveh...how shwweet!!
xDDDD
aaawwww how emotional of you keith!!
.....*Cackles evily*

~Na.
^.^

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Re: Re: Re:, 03-14-05 8:22pm

It's amazing. people don't tell their friends when they are depressed and put on a happy front. then they say they are suicidal and everyone hates them, which is impossible because you don't know EVERYBODY. there will be people who hate you and people who love you in this world, you just have to know how to stay away from those that hate you, which,as far as I know, isn't a lot of people and i know ALOT of people. Beseides Emily, a few of the girls in the posse have gone and are still going through that, the whole depressed,suicidal thing. Just talk to us, please.

Always,
Amanda*

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Re: Re: Re:, 03-14-05 8:25pm

Oh children.

If anyone reads this, I bet they wonder how I put up with you guys =p

Gangsta style? XDD

You crack head!

But I do love you all. Even if it doesn't seem like it sometimes.

<3

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Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-14-05 9:53pm

How you put up with us?!!

..how do weee put up with you!?!?!?!? you crazy crack whore..<3

Yes, though i may be stupid many many times a day, i still luurve you all tooo.....YAY FOR LUUURVING STUPID PEEPS!! !...cough..

yes...gansta style.. why ya have to be all up in mah grill G?
....oh god, please kill me.

llolz


~Na.
<3
^^

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<3 lon, 03-14-05 9:55pm

Don't freak em.

I know how it is. We have our ups and we have our downs. Sometimes we're sad, and that's okay to be sad every once and a while. Just don't go to the bottom of the well.

Your amazing, and beautiful and brilliant and talented. We all love you mega tons. Your a great friend and person. (says me and 7 others +)

So cry if its what you want to do. I always look forward to a good cry, as long as you know that when your done crying you've got the arms of many friends to crawl into and laugh with. We're here for you em. I'm here for you.

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03-14-05 10:02pm

You know, I don't know whats going on between anybody anymore but why do people think that everyone else hates each other? I mean seriously. I know we are teenagers with high hormones and get very emotional about the tiniest things, but we have to get over it and it never lasts okay?
What am I saying though...I go through the same things like every other teenager does. But all I know is it never lasts and we never remember it. If we do, then that is whats called a grudge. Please can't we just be honest instead of hiding ourselves away? Why are we hiding? Were like best friends(our whole possy) and we don't tell anything until were depressed..I'm just saying though.

~Jenn

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