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| breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote, on 3-15-2005 at 1:51pm | |
| Yeah.....great. I have A friend..well call him casey whos very upset with me. I dont talk to him outside of school because dan doesnt like it...He finally quit talking to me today and it just now hit me why he isnt talking to me. How can i be such a coward and just tell dan that hes just my friend....But instead i caved and let him go.. I feel so horrible. Everything is perfect except that its like hes alittle...territorial. Ill admit i am too, but thats not the point, were focusing on him for a minute ;). Yeah he doesnt like me talking to casey, but he shouldnt have to tell me not to talk to him. I would never do that to him. Theres plenty of people i dont like him talking to, one in particular which i dont think hes talk to her anyways...I hate her so much. jkdlsfjkldsjfkl Deep breaths. How can people be so fake? i just dont understand how they can smile to your face and be all buddy buddy then turn around and just run their mouth. Its so immature. I swear one of these days were going to run away. Ok i tried getting to him. I tried apologizing to him. But i swear, that man just wants me to die ( my dad ) as sad as that is....he told me that. And i just....sat there like it didnt even phase me. Is that normal>? cos i felt bad and all...but its like i didnt care what he thought or what anybody thought for that matter..i just...didnt care. Me and my lack of emotion just gave him the initiative to throw more names at me that are used to lowering my self esteem. THey did a pretty damn good job. Im pretty boared so im going to fill out this survey thing. Brianna |
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swimfan14 | 03-15-05 3:52pm I remember gus gus. Sorry to hear about your dad. |
breezeyluvsu | Re:, 03-17-05 10:13am thanks guys...now pie, whos gus gus? lol should i know about him?? |
jennapie | 03-15-05 6:41pm I'm sorry to hear about your dad too. That's awful, just know that nothing he says can phase you because the only thing that matters is what you think of yourself. And as long as that stays positive...you have nothin to worry about! |