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breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote,
on 3-17-2005 at 10:06am
Hey ya'll,
what a great day. Better then yesterday anyways. The only thing that keeps me kickin is tonight.

OC NIGHT BABY!!!!

Yesterday was really the worst day of my life. I needed you here, i really, REALLY needed you here. But you werent here. You werent here until like 6. the worst day ever evolved from the worst night of sleep ever.

now that thats out of my system. I hate it when i have nightmares. I woke up tuesday night in a cold sweat and tears were in my eyes it was just that horrible of a dream. Aweful.

I really think that i hate all teachers . (except h) its retarted. When a girl has gotta go to the bathroom, THEY GOTTA GO!!! and mr f-in reed....of course was like no, meap testing you can hold it. All i said was excuse me and boom. booted out. ugh....stupid teachers....

Drumm was over for friggin ever yesterday. Everybody had court from that little get together at my house and it went swell. Nobody got jail time, just alotta fines, alotta community service, alotta aa meetings, and a whole lotta pissy campers. Anyways. I really wanted to go to that basketball game last night so if anybody went please post and tell me how it went!! I was stuck at home forced to watch american idol......

i wonder ....nahh nevermind

So, i talked to my dad....and....i guess its pretty serious. lol wow thats an inside joke, not that my dad might be dying. but the pretty serious thing...geez. sorry. anyways. its pretty serious, he called me crying yesterday and begged me for my forgiveness. He's my dad what am i supposed to do turn him away? i was the daddys girl my whole life until last year. Then it all went downhill.... I honeslty have no respect for him. None what-so-ever. But he is my dad..or my sperm doner, whichever you prefer. Idk ....somebody leave me some help...a ring on the cell would be nice too... it feel slike i have no friends anymore. Besides...dan and heather. Thats it. oh and drumm...sometimes. meh. idk heres the number....i need help
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835-7116

Beenie
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jennapie

03-17-05 6:01pm

BRIANNA!!!
Hey chica bonita!
I think that you need to forgive your dad. He obviously feels really bad about what happened between you two or it wouldn't have affected him this much. I think that everything happens for a reason and this might be the reality check that will make you all see the bigger picture and things will get better. I hope that's what happens anyways...
I'm a daddy's girl too..like extremely so, and I can't imagine ending all of that, because of fights and stuff...after my parents and I do fight, which I'm sad to say is too often, I feel really bad because I know when things really matter, my parents and my sister's are going to be the ones that are REALLY there for me, not like friends who will be there when they can, your parents will be there through it all, no matter how bad things get. You can usually count on family.

Sleep good tonight, and stop stressing~ and have fun with Dan, he's a great guy, hold on tight! : )

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breezeyluvsu

Re:, 03-18-05 1:45pm

wow, this is like having an internet pal :) j/k its cool that your always giving me advice and helping me do the right thing. I already forgave my dad and im glad i did because he sounds really bad. but i just wanted to say thanks! if ya ever need me ill be here :)

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jennapie

Re: Re:, 03-18-05 5:21pm

hehehe, awwww that's so flippen cute!! We are internet pals!! it's fun too! I found myself checking my e-mail the other day wondering if you wrote me back!!! hahahah!!! It's nice knowing that there is someone there for me too! I'll keep that in mind!

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