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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 2-7-2003 at 3:14pm | |
| Current mood: i'm not sure Subject: i want more |
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| I read sara's latest entry...it made me think. im happy with me, dont get me wrong, but i want more. sure it sounds greedy, but its human nature to want more than what we are already in possession of. i want to feel loved, i know i can do without it, hell ive gone without it for 16 years now, and im not talking about love from family and friends, i have that, i have that coming out the ass, i want more. i want to feel that there is someone out three who really doesn truly like me, and not me as in the funny, sarcastic, and person you go to when advice is needed or you are in need to be cheered up, i was someone to like me, the real me. i want that person to want to take the time to want to get to know me and like me for the things they find. i want that damn fairy tale romance. well maybe not something that perfect, i want him to be passionate about his beliefs that if we get in an arguement he'd have the balls to stand up for himself and not cave like prince charming would. i want happiness, like i said before, im happy, but i could be happier, i would be happy knowing that someone likes the fact that im in the room and pays attention to me when im in the room, and then think about me when im not in the room, im not asking for obssession, but a mere recognition would be nice. It a fact the all girls like affection, and im no exception, i want that too. i know im sounding greedy but to hell with it, if i had one wish i would like to go forward about twenty years to see if im all alone...thats my fear...i don't want that | |
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crazyweaver05 | 02-07-03 11:17pm i'm glad i make ppl think....i really don't know what to write, you were just mad that i hadn't written anything...words words words words words words words words words |
shiznit05 | Re:, 02-07-03 11:22pm yes i get mad so often |
| Anonymous | right.., 02-08-03 5:07pm what i'm wondering is why you focus your life on other peoples' approval? seems more like all you want to do is have everyone love you, but that not the case in life, not everyone loves you and all you have to do is say "i dont care" ... be glad that you DO have friends. others have it worse off than you and can only dream they would have a friend that you do (sara). try being a little less selfish and consider others' perspectives... it'll make your life so much better than it already is. |
shiznit05 | Re: right.., 02-08-03 5:56pm who said anything about being selfish? if you reread the first part of my entry, im happy with me, all the rest is things i would like to have, things i have yet to experience. everyone has something they want thats something i want, i never said i want it NOW, or i need it NOW im merely stating it would be nice, and i am glad i have what i have i never said otherwise |
Anonymous | ...., 02-08-03 6:58pm well then you're happy with yourself, then why do you want so much more? either you're simply keeping something from everyone or you really are selfish. people who already feel loved enough dont yearn for more because they feel secure and content with themselves....it doesnt sound very much like the case with you. |
shiznit05 | Re: ...., 02-09-03 12:02am why do you think its wrong to want more? |
| potato5560 | Re: Re: ...., 02-09-03 2:10am no i dont think it's wrong to want more, but it depends on what you want more of. no one can love you unless they love you on their own terms which is something people need to understand and accept. that way you wont have to want more of love because you understand that sometimes you dont just receive it because you want it. if you want people to love the real you, try showing the real you. maybe what they're seeing is someone completely different and you still that that one more cloak to shed before they can determine that? |