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| toki (profile) wrote, on 4-11-2005 at 9:21am | |
| Current mood: sad Subject: Happy library week!!! |
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| My throat hurts. I'm tired. I don't want to go to government or orchestra or band. Perfect day: Study hall, creative writing, photo, lunch, study hall, photo, study hall, creative writing. I love writing and photo. I just get it the worst times of day. And study halls are always quite dandy. My hand hurts. I hit a wall last night. Not the best anger management. I need help, dudes. Yesterday was the third time in the past weeks that I almost just walked out the door. I could do it too. I have places I could go. I'm almost 18. I have a job. But I didn't. Why? I'm not scared of getting in trouble. I don't know why I don't. All my recent numbness has gone away, it seems. Haven't decided if it's good or bad. But I definitly am not numb anymore. I can feel. And it hurts, my friends. My head is all swimmy right now. I really feel like I'm going to pass out. This journal is insanely angsty. It always is. I like to think I'm not all angst...but look at me! Here I go again. Woo hoo. Ok...my vision is getting all weird. I need to get a drink. If I pass out...I won't have orchestra! Oooh...so there is hope. :-\ Eick. Even though the world is being poopy, I want you to know that I think I'm one of the luckiest people alive. I have alot of people who put up with alot of shit from me. My head is in a woosh. So I'm off. |
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mudpiegrl | 04-12-05 11:39pm it's so very sad that you're as excited about library week as the librarians, or liberrians as mrs. tolva calls them.
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