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breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote,
on 4-15-2005 at 1:39pm
Current mood: flirty
Music: Making memories of us
Subject: WAHOO

Yeah im sure everybody in here has a day when they feel like they just look horrible. just absolutely horrifying. well thats me on a regular basis. anyways. every once ina blue moon i get just the opposite. I get a day where ... i feel so..pretty. (and for me and MY self esteem, that is a very, very rare feeling.)

I also woke up today ( after getting yelled at ) realizing that....once again my friends are drifting away. They really are. I can go back and name about 40 people who used to be my "best friend". they will always be with me and i just wish more than anything we can be the way we used to be. But i guess thats not how THIS world works...oh no this god...nevermind.

So i woke up today, late. My mom yelled at me cos i was sleeping when she walked into my room. But when she was in my room, at first she didnt notice me i opened my eyes to her going through my perce.!! i looked at her and said get out and shes like what are you doing here!? it always backfires. It doesnt even matter anymore that she was invading my privacy. Now i have 3 more detentions. Grand.


There is always one or two girls in a school who just dont like you or you just dont like them so they dont like you either. Its complicated but meh.. One of them, ugh. I got a ride from brenton yesterday and i left all my books in his car after school. Well remember, i was late today and i went into 5th hour with no books. So i went to his car and everything was fine. He told me to hold his keys until after school and he'd take me home today also. Well after class i was going to give his keys back to tell him heather would bring me home and i said his name and hes like yeah *but he was walking with the girl who despises me* i reminded him i had his keys and hes like ok hold on then the next thing i know hes by me and hes like what a stupid *itch. She isnt talking to him cos were friends. how stupid is that!?!? now i see her and i just want to spit in her face. I really do. people like that, stupid people like that are why im psycho. lol j/k im really not but i do get mad.


Anyways on to more important issues. theres this concert tonight, and i really am excited. Ive heard the band from Jakes basement. They really are good. Even though ive only heard one of their songs ( that they wrote) they also play already written songs and it sounds so good!

i am STILL craving ice cream.
I wonder what i have planned for saturday. hmmm. i got nothin so if anyone wants to you know...you know. haha call me


Well me and my pretty/flirty/pissy/hungry self must be off,

Love all,
~ B*r*i*e~
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allisonwonderland

04-15-05 4:18pm

you always look cute, don't worry about it!

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jennapie

04-15-05 9:59pm

No Matter what you do on saturday you should come and get ice cream from me again!! That would be awesome! I love you!! I work 6-10.....be there or be square!

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ladybug04

04-16-05 3:55pm

Hey, I know what you mean about people hating you for no reason, that's so incredibly dumb. You shouldn't have low self esteem you are really one of the prettiest girls in our grade. I know its hard not to hate things about yourself though.. i suffer from the same problem. But remember you are definately not ugly, you are very pretty infact. Hope that cheered you up. :)

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breezeyluvsu

Re:, 04-19-05 1:38pm

thanks alot, it really made me feel better

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jordanmackenzie7

04-18-05 8:14pm

You are beautiful Brianna-nuh-nuh-nuh... I love you and I miss you. Call me sometime, Babe.

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breezeyluvsu

Re:, 04-19-05 1:42pm

i tried calling you and Jenna on sunday. geez guys get with the program ;)

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