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swimfan14 (profile) wrote,
on 4-17-2005 at 10:16am
I don't understand. Things are just weird right now. I'm stuck in between two differen't things and I know which way I should go but it's not the way I want to go.

I don't even know what you want from me anymore. This is all so pointless and I was actually starting to be happy and then you had to ruin it all.

My mom wants to put our house up for sale soon so now both of my houses will be for sale and I have no idea where were moving but I hope it's far so I can just get out of here. When I'm away things are so much better because I dont have to think about anything back at home. I wish things were like they used to be but that was too easy.

*You break my heart
tear me apart
loser of my dreams
ripping me apart
at my seams
cant stand it
you demand it
heres my heart
rip it apart
i know you will
i love you still
you break my heart
crazy as it seems
your the loser of my dreams*

And your the one who I want to talk to about this right now but its a little hard when its about you.

I don't even know anymore but I have to leave and go home now so I'll be back later I guess.

xoxo ashley
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jennapie

04-17-05 11:48am

Ash, your problems here might not follow you, but when you move more problems will just happen. Like, when you make new friends, and meet new guys, the same things are going to happen. It will just be a whole new set and you'll have to start all over. Just remember you can always talk to me, we're good for that!

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swimfan14

Re:, 04-17-05 12:43pm

Yeah I know but if I did leave then I would know what not to do because I already made mistakes so now I know obviously not to do that again or something like that. I know we always talk but I think I'm gonna talk to you about this later because its really bothering me.

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jennapie

Re: Re:, 04-17-05 12:54pm

Ashley, you have already made those mistakes no matter where you are. You should know not to make them again, no matter where life takes you, weather you stay here or move away. Fixed mistakes don't ever change what you know what to do and what not to do. Right and wrong are always the same.

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swimfan14

Re: Re: Re:, 04-17-05 1:30pm

I guess so...

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