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| pointlessforever (profile) wrote, on 4-29-2005 at 5:39pm | |
| I'd just like one day, one night even, where it's just you and me. For that entire time. No going to Ben's before or after. Just us. Maybe prom'll be that, I don't know. But I never get just you. Like now. Like yesterday. Like everyday. I never get you. I get you then we go to Ben's. I get Ben and you. I get Ben and you then I get just you. I get you and then I get Steve and then you leave or then I get Ben and you. But I never get just you. Ben's doing his own thing, why can't you just let him do it? He has other friends he wants to hang with. Let this be an opportunity for us to be together. I will not have time next week. You work tomorrow. Neither of us ever feels like, or is allowed to, do anything on Sunday. Next week, I have practice until 6:30. Then I'll go home, eat, relax and do homework. I'll have you Saturday, and maybe I'll be lucky enough to have just you, but I doubt it. I get the whole balance thing, I get that we have "forever". But I'm not living in the future, I'm living now. We're not in forever. We're in the now. I'm not going to be there for you then if you can't be here for me now. |
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Iron-Cipher | 04-30-05 3:56pm Fine do whatever the hell you want I am tired of nothing being good enough for you period. That is exactly what it is too, NOTHING is ever good enough for you PERIOD!!! I am too damn tired of everything being about what you don't get and how you feel, every once in a while would it be okay if I had feelings too. I guess not we are always too damn busy dealing with your baggage. You know I could do everything right and it wouldn't matter you will never let yourself be fucking happy anyway. You know what maybe we should just be friends if this is the way it is ALWAYS going to be. I'm not going to be in a relationship that is going to be like this FOREVER. So whatever, friends or whatever the hell it is, if you won't be there forever I DON'T want you here now. So glad you get to be such a spoiled priss sometimes!
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pointlessforever | Ha, you pulled that "we should just be friends" thing again. ♥, 05-03-05 10:24pm I love you. |