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swimfan14 (profile) wrote,
on 5-3-2005 at 5:38pm
Well.........

I'm not going to try to work this out. You've made it clear that you don't want to and that you don't care, so if you don't care then I'm not going to care either. You hurt me and thats all there is to it and you never believe me so I guess thats your problem now. I'm done.

Looks like you broke your promise, just as much as I did. So whats the problem?

I don't know what is wrong with me. Why do I push away the people that try to get close to me. He hugged me and I didn't even hug him back. How hard was that? Not very. I don't know what my deal is anymore.

I'm just afraid that someone actually cares about me and thats all there is to it. Thats why I push people away. It's difficult for me to believe that and it scares me.

You continue to tell me how I feel, you tell me what I think, what I want, what to believe so you know what, keep on telling me how I feel. Pretty soon I'm gonna feel that way. Then you'll be right, until then, shut up.
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jennapie

05-03-05 8:01pm

"He hugged me and I didn't even hug him back."
who's he?

and I think that you just need to get away from all of these people that make all of this crap go on around you. It's not worth the trouble that you give to it. I don't know what to say though, becasue I'm in a really bad mood and don't want to say anything I'll regret. TTYL

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swimfan14

Re:, 05-03-05 9:24pm

"He hugged me and I didn't even hug him back."
who's he?

I will talk to you about that online-- its not a good idea to talk about it on here.

and

"I think that you just need to get away from all of these people that make all of this crap go on around you."

Yeah thats good advice. I'm working on that right now. It's not worth it anymore so they can just be on their way.

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kellilynn21

05-04-05 7:18pm

Im sorry that thats hbow you've been feeling. I agree with Jenna. Im always here if you need to talk. You can push me away all you want, but im not going to where.


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swimfan14

Re:, 05-04-05 9:01pm

Thanks Kelli Lynn.

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