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| breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote, on 5-9-2005 at 1:42pm | |
| This weekend was intense. I was officially single for about 3 minutes. I couldnt take it anymore. The fact that he didnt trust me. [ or just said it to piss me off], the constant argueing, the whole pie. I got to go to work for about meh... 25 minutes Yesterday. I quit. Those people stab you in the back and i dont get my bonuses. all 94.50. Im pissed. .\ /. ___ Anywhoo. I guess dan will be here after school to pick me up. Hooray. [somebody please sence my sarcasm.] Today is our anniversary. Once again... Hooray. How we made it this far without slicing each other at the throat is beyong my knowledge. lol. Its not that ....idk. Idk anything anymore. All i do know is that... i just dont feel special. I used to be able to walk into a room and i would glow. What is wrong with my glower? or i would stare into his eyes and just sparkle and shine out of my control. I was so lost in love i would walk around slap happy and nothing in the world could get me down. Nothing. Now its like... Oh dan. Your on your way. Hmm. let me rush to make myself pretty [ and i really dont] its like i dont care anymore. When i told him that i couldnt handle all this chaos that we've been going through and that we should just end it.. It broke my heart. I felt pain. Physical pain in my upper chest. I couldnt explain it but i called jordan and she calmed me down. Thank you jordan. and sorry if i got you in trouble for calling at ...ehh 3 am. Lol Your my girl :) Oh yeah and did you ever find out why allyn called you at midnight?? Im done babbling. Im upsetting myself again |
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| Anonymous | 05-09-05 6:07pm 94.50 is all u got the whole time u were working there??! did u get it all ? |
breezeyluvsu | Re:, 05-10-05 1:45pm the 90 dollars was what i made in bonus's. But i dont get it i just get my hours. My check is for 170 for 2 weeks |
jordanmackenzie7 | 05-09-05 6:47pm Lol, no worries. You didn't get me in trouble. I told you why Allyn called me and to be quite frank: it was bullshit. If her boyfriend isn't answering her calls then obviously he doesn't want to talk to her and she should take a hint. But that wasn't even the case, so she needs to stop being a bitch lol. Anyway... no problem Babe. I'm always here for you in the middle of the night. lol I love you. |
jennapie | 05-09-05 7:33pm Brianna! now I know what was going on with you. I'm really sorry about everything, but that fact that you didn't stay broken up shows that there is something worth while in all of this crap that you are going through, otherwish it wouldn't matter and you would have stayed broken up. I hope everything turns around for you. Love you! |
jordanmackenzie7 | Re:, 05-09-05 8:14pm TRUE THAT!!! Jenna, you are so wise! |
breezeyluvsu | Re: Re:, 05-10-05 1:47pm you 2 are both wise. I for one hopes to god that this time things will change. And ill have a sparkle in my eye when i look at him again. Not just ..shimmer when im with my friends. Damn it i wanna SHINE!!!
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